I want to die!

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Registered: 10-01-2003
I want to die!
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Sun, 10-12-2003 - 7:27am
After a long night of thinking...I have realized there is NO point in me being here any longer...all I wanted is a baby, and she is dead, I love her and just want to be with be more than anything...thank you for all support and g/l too all!

See you in Heaven!

Love Abbey

Mommy to Isabel Grace b/s @ 40 weeks (6/23/03)

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...You make me happy

when shies are gray...You'll never know dear, how much I love you.....

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Registered: 04-10-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 7:50am
Abbey...

Are you still out there? Please post if you are still reading this....

~Shawn

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Registered: 03-30-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 8:46am
ABBEY!

Please, I hope you DO NOT mean this! I am so terribly sorry for your loss. Please, please answer us! Do not leave here yet. You cannot leave us with this post. We will all be worried sick!! I am crying now, PLEASE Abbey, post to us..

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Registered: 07-26-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 9:53am
If you are feeling this awful.... you need to reach out to someone in REAL TIME...meaning not the internet. Call a friend, a hotline or someone who can help you where you are. No one should feel the way you do right now, and I hope you can get the strength to recognize that you need more help then what anyone online can offer....

Good luck and we are hoping the best for you.

Please get some extra support in this difficult time.
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Registered: 08-18-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 10:26am
Abbey,

If you see this message, please call someone -- a family member, a friend, someone, and talk to them. You are not alone. Please call someone and let them know how you are feeling.

Dana

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Registered: 07-31-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 10:41am
HI Abbey,

I am terribly sorry of what is going on in your life. I don't know how to reply because I can't imagine how awful this is. I do hope that you will rise up and feel better soon. If there is anything you need to talk about , we are all here for you. But, please do not go through this alone!!!!

Dim

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Registered: 08-24-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 10:44am
Abbey- this is such an emotional time for you ...I can't imagine. My mother is the 5th of 10 siblings. She was pregnant with me at the same time two of her sisters were pregnant. My mom pg w/me, My aunt K was pg/cousin, and My other aunt G pg/w another girl were all in a car accident and only aunt G lost her baby far along in the pg. She watched as me and my other cousin were born. My cousin in heaven had the same due date as me. It took aunt G a while to cope with the pain. She eventually went on to have my cousin, a boy, but she thought she couldn't move on for a while after losing the girl, I believe her name was to be Sared. She did move past the pain...and you will too. Your baby will always be in your heart. She is a part of you. Please contact someone personally. You are in my prayers.

~Leslie

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Registered: 04-10-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 11:45am
Abbey,

If you are still out there, I want you to go to this website: http://www.wisc.edu/wissp/when.htm

It may give you the help and support you need. I have been thinking about you since I read your post this morning. I have no idea what you are going though and all I can say is I am so truly sorry for your loss. I am somebody who knows nothing about you and my heart is aching for you right now. Just think of the support your family or friends can give you through this time.

Please reach out to them. It may be tough but just think of what you would be putting them through if you did decide to leave this earth. How heartbroken they would feel. You will once again join your little angel in heaven but until God decides it's your time, it is your duty to stay here and honor the memory of your angel.

Good luck to you and I hope you find the support you are looking for,

Shawn

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Registered: 08-31-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 11:56am
I am so sorry. You will be in my prayers and thoughts. Take care...-s-

Christie

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Registered: 05-22-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 12:15pm
I really hope you are ok Abbey. I pray that you reached out to someone today to get some support. I'm so sorry for your loss.

Michelle

 

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Registered: 10-01-2003
Sun, 10-12-2003 - 2:02pm

Abbey,


I hope you are still out there. Please don't hurt yourself. I can only imagine the pain you are in, but please don't do anything to yourself. Please let us know that you are ok.


Janie

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