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I want to die!
| Sun, 10-12-2003 - 7:27am |
After a long night of thinking...I have realized there is NO point in me being here any longer...all I wanted is a baby, and she is dead, I love her and just want to be with be more than anything...thank you for all support and g/l too all!
See you in Heaven!
Love Abbey
See you in Heaven!
Love Abbey
Mommy to Isabel Grace b/s @ 40 weeks (6/23/03)
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...You make me happy
when shies are gray...You'll never know dear, how much I love you.....

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So much has been said here that I hope you are reading and have been able to find a little bit of comfort in the fact that there are many things worth living for. Nothing can change the emotional trauma of losing a child, but your family would be lost without you. Look how much love and prayer you are receiving from us...complete strangers. I can only imagine how loved you are by family and friends.
You're in all our thoughts and prayers.
Sara
Abbey,
You and your darling little girl are in my thoughts and prayers.
Just so you know... people do love you and want you to stay here and be strong. I know where you're coming from.. We lost my 16 yo brother to suicide last year. My Mother is not over it and will never get over it. She tried to take her own life in January.. It wasn't that she wanted to die.. she just wanted to be with her baby. When I read your message I just bawled... I miss my brother, Michael, so much and I've wanted to die to be with him too... but got help instead. I'm so glad that they have sent people to help you. I'm so scared for you Abbey.. please be strong. The only advice I can give you is...
The only way to get through this is... "One wretched horrible day at a time" Your baby loves you and wouldn't want you to do this. Your family loves you too. We all love you. Please don't do this. The damage this does, is irreversible. Get help please please please.
Rosie
Please post so we know your alright!
Tara
Janice
Dana
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