I want to die!

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Registered: 10-01-2003
I want to die!
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Sun, 10-12-2003 - 7:27am
After a long night of thinking...I have realized there is NO point in me being here any longer...all I wanted is a baby, and she is dead, I love her and just want to be with be more than anything...thank you for all support and g/l too all!

See you in Heaven!

Love Abbey

Mommy to Isabel Grace b/s @ 40 weeks (6/23/03)

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine...You make me happy

when shies are gray...You'll never know dear, how much I love you.....

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Registered: 06-29-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 6:22pm
Abbey,

So much has been said here that I hope you are reading and have been able to find a little bit of comfort in the fact that there are many things worth living for. Nothing can change the emotional trauma of losing a child, but your family would be lost without you. Look how much love and prayer you are receiving from us...complete strangers. I can only imagine how loved you are by family and friends.

You're in all our thoughts and prayers.

Sara

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Registered: 10-07-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 6:44pm
abbey; please respond to all the thoughts and people calling out to you. we are all praying you are ok and hang inthere. there has been alot of people pulling for you. please let us know you are ok please!!!!!! you have been on my mind all day since i heard. you are a very needed person and we are worried. i too have been through this and you can make it with friends and support. as you can see there is alot of support out there including calls you can make. i am thinking about you and hope you are ok Tracey
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Registered: 05-05-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 6:55pm

Abbey,


You and your darling little girl are in my thoughts and prayers.

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Registered: 04-22-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 7:04pm
Abby,

Just so you know... people do love you and want you to stay here and be strong. I know where you're coming from.. We lost my 16 yo brother to suicide last year. My Mother is not over it and will never get over it. She tried to take her own life in January.. It wasn't that she wanted to die.. she just wanted to be with her baby. When I read your message I just bawled... I miss my brother, Michael, so much and I've wanted to die to be with him too... but got help instead. I'm so glad that they have sent people to help you. I'm so scared for you Abbey.. please be strong. The only advice I can give you is...

The only way to get through this is... "One wretched horrible day at a time" Your baby loves you and wouldn't want you to do this. Your family loves you too. We all love you. Please don't do this. The damage this does, is irreversible. Get help please please please.

Rosie

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Registered: 10-10-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 8:03pm
I am so sorry for your loss. Please don't hurt yourself. There is so much good advice posted here from good people who are all concerned about you. I hope you are still with us and getting support from your family and friends.

Please post so we know your alright!

Tara

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Registered: 07-19-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 9:36pm
Just wanted everyone to know..Anna (ncgirlinmn) called the police and they said Abbey is with her dad and is ok right now. Please continue to pray for her and thank Anna for all of her hard work! I'm sure she can tell you more, but I know a lot of people are waiting to hear something.

Janice
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Registered: 08-18-2003
Mon, 10-13-2003 - 9:56pm
Thanks for the update and thanks to Anna for tounching base with the police. I, for one, have been checking this thread every hour or so to look for news. I'm glad she's with her family and I hope she will be okay and feel the support she had here.

Dana

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