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|Wed, 09-28-2011 - 10:13am|
So when DH and I discussed TTC we said that we were going to kind of take the easy road for a while or at least until we moved back to PGH. I am temping but thats mostly just to make sure that I am ovulating. Here is the problem. I can't just step half way into the TTC pool. It's all or nothing for me. I am already starting to obsess about everything. I want to make sure we are making our chances of getting pg the best they can be and I can not wait to have another little one around here. On the flip side I am still worried about DH finding a job in PGH before we have another baby. I havent told DH that I don't think I can do this half way yet just because we agreed to try it the "easy/natural" way first which was my idea mostly. I think I am worried that its going to take us a long time to conceive again and also that we are never going to get back to our family.