More info on me - (dont kill me!)

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More info on me - (dont kill me!)
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Wed, 08-20-2003 - 11:40am
PLEASE DONT KICK ME OFF THE BOARD FOR BEING A BUGGER!!! I NEED SOME PSYCHO-THERAPY I THINK! LOL

A couple of people asked me if I chart, so I thought I would list my problem ONE MORE TIME.

I'm so sorry that I am obsessing so much!! But here goes...

I dont chart - (wishing more and more these days that i did though!!!!)

I check CP and CM though.

Everything that I have read in the past couple of days says that in early pg, your CM is lotiony, and that CP is high and soft.

My CP and CM has been exactly like that for about 4 weeks now. (CM has been lotiony, with a tad of fertile-type mixed in)

Hope I didnt give too much info there, but at this point I dont care! LOL

I tested neg last week, but this week I have started to feel nausea (especially yest and today).

My bb's are a bit sore, (and nipples, sorry TMI), are darker.

I have had headaches off and on, and my temp seems high. (I dont temp, but I feel hot.)

I know that I could be imagining all of these things (except the cm and cp), but I swear this month is so much more differnt than last month!

~WHEW~

thanks for letting me get that off my chest.

Any advice would be so appreciated!!

Thanks everyone for putting up with me!

Stephanie

p.s.

HELP!!!

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Wed, 08-20-2003 - 11:57am
lol, I think there could be a possibility you could be pregnant. I think we tend to have some intuition in what is going on with our bodies. When I was pg with my son, even before I tested, I just KNEW I was. I don't know what cm and cp is supposed to be when pg, but I always had lotiony type discharge when I was pg. And I didn't even know I could reach my cervix back then so I can't help you on that. But I do know how you feel. It is so frustrating right now for you b/c YOU JUST WANT TO KNOW!!! Your symptoms sound right, those are the ones I had at the beginning of my pregnancy, I'm sorry I can't help you more! Try and test again? I don't know, I hope you get that BFP this time!

Stacy
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Wed, 08-20-2003 - 12:08pm
Uh, Steph- you might want to think about re-testing....yes? Crazy girl! ROFL! Just TEST again already would ya! You have us all under terrible anticipation! You sound pg- no AF yet- last week was a long time ago- plenty of time for that BFN to turn BFP!

GL and +++++++++++VIBES!

Tara

 

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Wed, 08-20-2003 - 12:13pm
Stephanie, my goodness, Doll! Stop obsessing and run to your doctor's office and have them give you a PG test already! You're wound up so tight you can hear it and see it in your posts and that can't be a healthy environment for a growing baby. You do sound like you have a lot of symptoms and it's really not a big deal that you don't chart, Stephanie. I charted for over a year with no result so it's not the right thing for everyone and it's not a prerequisite for getting a BFP. But you are making yourself crazy, it's easy to do, I understand. After 1.5 years of trying (and continuing on) I went through bouts of frantic-ness but you have to get hold of things. And all the stress it sounds like you're putting on yourself can't be good for you either. You need to know definitively if you achieved a PG or not. If you did, you can celebrate and we'll celebrate too, and if you didn't then you can grieve and we'll grieve with you. The not knowing is the worst part, for any aspect of our lives so take a deep breath and get in there and get that test done so you can know one way or the other. Lots of prayers and positive thoughts going your way! GL and take care of yourself, inside and out ok?

Susan

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Wed, 08-20-2003 - 12:34pm


Hi Stephanie,

Your symptoms sound promising, however I would not give too much importance to CM. I had almost no CM prior to finding out I was PG (I am now currently 10 weeks PG). I was briefly PG in January (ended in m/c) and my CM was totally different than this time (partly creamy, partly sticky). If you look at the charts in FF - everyone has different CM situations on the PG charts.

I certainly hope you finally get your BFP, but I don't think you can say for sure how many dpo you are - that's one of the disadvantages of not charting, as I guess you are figuring out!

If you still have your old BBT Thermometer, I would try taking your temps for a few days to see how high they are - if they are higher than your typical post-O temps - if you temped in the past, you may know this.

Anyway, good luck!!

Maria

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Wed, 08-20-2003 - 1:08pm
thanks you guys!

I hate to go buy another test because I have spent so much $ on them lately. This month alone I have spent close to $120 on them!! (OMG) I just realized that as I was typing. That is alot of $ for one month of pg tests!

My Dr. appt. is this Tuesday - I just hope that if I dont have a BFP, that she can find some answers for me fast!

I would go to the Dr. sooner for a test, but I would have to take time off from work - it is about a 40 minute drive from where I work.

And since I already am taking the afternoon off on Tuesday, and I just got back from a weeks vacation, you know......

Thanks again, I dont know what I would do without this board!

Stephanie