Ok ladies Imani here to report her news

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Ok ladies Imani here to report her news
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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 6:06pm
I've been crying and depressed all day and couldn't drag myself out of bed to let you girls know what happen ....I'm really sorry.

Well I went to RE @ around 8am this morning for the HCG test. They told me to call in @2pm to find out the results. I called at 2pm on the dot to here them say "We are sorry but it's negative". I started crying right away because it just seem to me everything was right on point so what could have went wrong. I'm starting to feel like I could never have another baby.

For you ladies who dont know what I've been through this cycle I took follistim injectables for 6 days, had 4 matured follicles, 3 IUI plus BDed on the days when I didnt have a IUI,(DH SA was excellent so we know it's not him), A trigger shot to trigger O plus went on progesterone supp after O to make sure I didnt m/c, and with all that I still couldn't get PG........WHy cant we get PG...We have excellent eggs and excellent sperm so what the problem. ok ok ok let me calm down.

Anyway they told me to stop the progesterone and as soon as AF comes I could start the process all over again, as long as I dont have any cysts. Well I know I'm going to have a least cyst because, I had way to many mature follicles and I know for sure all of them didnt release and that's what make cysts.

If I do have any cysts, I would have to wait out a cycle to get rid of the cysts before trying again.

I'm not sure if I want to start right back anyway, so if I have a cyst I guess it would be a good thing. I'm going into lurk mode for a little but I'll make sure to check up on you girls on a regular basis. I hope each of you ladies get a BFP soon

Imani(24) very depressed TTC#2 for 1 year 8 month serious for 7 months

Edited 4/9/2003 6:42:52 PM ET by bklynfinest77


Edited 4/10/2003 8:26:55 AM ET by bklynfinest77

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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 6:13pm
So sorry, Imani - please smile for me! I can only imagine how difficult this is for you, but here's a ((((hug)))) and on to the next cycle.

Blessings, Jenn

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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 6:16pm
Hugs to you Imani. I'm so sorry you are going through this.

Rita, TTC#1

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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 7:56pm
Oh, Imani, I am so sorry about your bfn. I am sending a big cyberhug to you. You have been through *so* much, sweetie. I hope you can take some time to take care of yourself. Do what you need to do. I am thinking of you and sending feel better vibes.

Hang in there, and take good care, Imani.

E

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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 9:34pm
I am so very sorry Imani, {{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}} I know how frustrating it is. I wish you all the luck and hoping that you don't have any cysts.

Shan
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Wed, 04-09-2003 - 10:39pm
Imani-- That was a lot to go through. I am sorry for your disppaointing news. i hate that feeling when it's negative. It just feels so empty and then the pain takes over. I hope we can overlap for a cycle again soon. (((((hugs)))))

Julie
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Thu, 04-10-2003 - 8:52am
Oh, Imani, I'm so sorry. I'm lurking currently, but I had to delurk to send you (((GREAT BIG HUGS))). I don't know why this is happening, but please know that we're here for you. Take a break and get some rest.

LOLove,

Heather

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Thu, 04-10-2003 - 9:54am
(((((((Imani))))))) I am so sorry this didn't work out for you. It is so dissapointing, especially after all you've been through. I've been thinking about you all week. Make sure you do something nice for yourself this weekend and take care.

Joan

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Thu, 04-10-2003 - 11:25am
Imani,

I am so sorry that your results were negative. I was really hoping that this would be it for you. You are in my thoughts. Please take care of yourself. We are all here for you.

(((HUGS)))

Kim

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Thu, 04-10-2003 - 12:10pm
(((Imani))) I'm so sorry things didn't work out this cycle!

Maybe a rest cycle will help you to get your strength back so you can keep going if that's what you decide to do. You will definitely be in my thoughts!

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Thu, 04-10-2003 - 12:22pm
Oh Imani....I'm so sorry Sweetie!! My heart is just breaking for you right now! I so understand you going into lurkdome... just please, please, please come back to us when you're ready! And never ever think that you're just not going to get that BFP..you will, I promise...you're so young and strong and I KNOW it's going to happen. This was just your first try at the IUI..I think Connie (jimmydavid) didn't get her BFP until the third or fourth month of IUI's. I just have to believe that it's going to work for you. Many, many huge (((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))!! Stay strong Hon!! LOLove, Connie

P.S. You didn't want a winter baby anyway...how about a spring one instead! ((HUGS))

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