Still Waiting..Update

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Registered: 07-16-2007
Still Waiting..Update
Tue, 08-28-2012 - 10:02am

Well Ladies, I'm still frustrated.  I'm going to the doctor this Thursday as I am currently on cycle day 49 and no AF.  I have had some cramping and bloating a lot lately, but still no AF!  I thought for the heck of it, I'd take a test this morning since it had been about 8 hours since I had gone pee and I POAS and walked away.  I came back in 3 minutes and I saw a faint positive.  This faint positive was darker and way more noticable than the others have been, so I am puzzled.  Everytime I take a picture, I can BARELY see what I'm seeing, it looks so much darker in person so I can't even get another opionion!  Has this ever happened to you all?  I'm just thinking, "what are the chances?"  I'm thinking about getting a different type of test and trying it on Thursday morning before my doctors appt, but we'll see.  I'm just tired of this waiting game.  It seems like it's been going on forever, but I'm hoping for some answers Thursday.  It seems like I've been seeing pregnant women everywhere lately, maybe it's just because I'm wanting so badly to be one of them.  Oh well, thanks for letting me vent, and any feedback is appreciated!