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|Fri, 04-11-2003 - 4:52pm|
Anyway...DH does indeed want me to focus on me and my health. Getting to feeling better to him is much more important than us having another baby. He said would it be the end of the world if we only had DS? Of course that didn't make me feel any better- worse actually, but he's right in that I really need to get these diseases under control. I wish that I could say that IBS was my only problem, but after this endoscopy I'll be one more step closer to the FM diagnosis, which is most likely the underlying cause of the IBS...it's crazy how these diseases feed into each other. I've already told DH I'm enrolling at the gym and going to take water aerobics and yoga- yay, that at least will help (I hope) with my soul and mind (helping keep my brain unfuzzy) as well as my physical body. The dr agreed that walking is out, too much impact and I seem to be too sensitive to sunlight now- makes my skin really red, and that while losing all these 11 pounds I've gained since November may take a long long time, at least I can get where I'm not gaining anymore- yay- I'd be very happy with that!! I talked with the dr office today- she's already called in the antidepressant med (Lexapro?)... so I'll add that to my other four and make it an even handful- lol!!! I've joined a FM and CFS board- that will help a lot too, being on a board where people are experiencing what I am.
You ladies are so amazing...so remarkably strong, so very much full of life and love...I promise I won't leave you. I'll get my BFP eventually, I know that. Most of all I want to see you all graduating from here before me!!!! (((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) LOLove, Connie XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX!!!!!!