Today would have been my test day:( but in hospital

So I have had pneumonia for 10 days and have been admitted four four. I am getting better but i am scared to death to test because I have had two chest x-rays tons of meds and I think I will be sad if I'm not, but terrified if I am. This really stinks. I signed a waiver about the possibility of being pg because everything they did I need and I don't think I could have done it if i knew. So I can't believe I'm saying this but I think I wish I would just go to the bathroom and know....suck first month after iud was out:,(