UGH!! I think I O'd early this cycle!

I'm so annoyed, and just wanted to vent to people who would understand. This is cycle 11 and I have to admit that the whole TTC thing is getting old. Wanting a baby isn't getting old, that will never get old. The trying, and ups and downs of emotions, and POAS results, and telling DH "nope, not this time" over and over - all that is getting old. Well, DH has an SA tomorrow (wish us luck) so we have been abstaining. BD fest was going to commence right after the SA giving us at least 3 days before O. Well, I think I may have just O'd WAY early. I had a temp dip this morning, felt some crampy twinges, and had spotting this afternoon. I need some "COOL TEMP VIBES" for a couple of days. Don't hear that very often, do you? We just need O to stay away for a few more days so we can BD in time. Thanks for listening.

Leifje