V. Moody, cranky with Faintest Line Ever

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Registered: 05-01-2003
V. Moody, cranky with Faintest Line Ever
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Mon, 10-06-2003 - 1:20pm
Ok, I didn't know where else to post but I need to vent a little! I am losing my friends by the minute and DH is about to divorce me!!! I have been the wicked witch from the west for the past 2 weeks. One minute I am fine and happy, the next I want to kill someone! Then I found out that 2 of my friends who both have babies are expecting again, this made me so sad and miserable, but I was expected at a friends house (close friend) for dinner and games. Well I wasn't in any mood, but I went anyway and was not very good company (to say the least) of course that friend totally doesn't understand that this TTC is a rollercoaster and that I have been exceptionally irritable lately.. so she is all p-o'ed at me now.. even though I tried to appologize.

Then I broke down and tested this AM with FMU (4am cause I was having trouble sleeping) well there was the faintest line EVER on the test. I know the whole saying "a line is a line is a line" but this was so very faint I am not sure if it was really there!! Of course I have been feeling very light crampying, coming and going, not the constant AF cramps. I am so confused and wonder if I don't get a BFP will I be alone because I have pushed everyone away!!!

I am on CD29 and about 16DPO so a BFP should show up.. Right? It shouldn't have been that light. I usually get AF on CD30-32 so I am still a bit early. What is going on here folks? could the moodiness be hormones?? Also, I have been staring at my BBs (which have been sore since O (on and off)) and am thinking I see bluer veins, but I am losing my mind?? This month was so perfect with the fertility monitor, we BDed 2 days before O and on O day....

Sorry for so long... Thanks for letting me vent.

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Registered: 09-16-2003
Mon, 10-06-2003 - 1:36pm
What brand did you test with? I know a lot of people will tell you to test again tomorrow but I won't because I know I wouldn't be able to wait. I'd hold my urine and test again this evening with a different brand test (either FRE or Answer or ClearBlueEarliest).

On the other hand, as many times as I've tried to see a line when there just wasn't one at all, I'd say that if there's even the slightest hint of a line that you can start quietly celebrating while you buy other HPTs to confirm the BFP!!!

If this is really it, then big congrats to you!!!!!!

+++++++++vibes,

-Wendy, ttc#2, c2, 8dpo

-Wendy

Baby Julian born June 15th!!!

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Registered: 05-01-2003
Mon, 10-06-2003 - 1:44pm
Thanks,

I used a FRE this AM and actually have 1 left! I don't know what to do at this point, maybe wait til Wednesday and test again! I remember I had a m/c last year, during this same cycle, I wasn't actively TTC but I tested after being late for AF and the line was still very light then too. So who knows. I was on CD39 that time, so who knows. I just remember looking at the test thinking it was negative but then looking harder and asking DH if he saw what I saw, adn we both decided it was a BFP. I miscarried 1 week later :(

Maybe this is why this is so hard for me... UGH!

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Registered: 05-01-2003
Mon, 10-06-2003 - 2:33pm
should i test tomorrow with FMU or should I wait a few more days or call Dr. for a blood test tomorrow? he is out of the office today because of the holiday (yom kippur)