What the H%!! is wrong with me????
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What the H%!! is wrong with me????
| Mon, 10-13-2003 - 11:21am |
I have been feeling so moody this weekend. One minute I am happy, the next I am either depressed, sad, or angry. I have been having nightmares everytime I close my eyes and they seem SSSSOOOOOO real that when I wake up, I am in a panic because I think it is real. I don't think I am pg either so it must be PMS even though I have never experienced this before. I also want DH and then I turn around and feel like I need to be alone or something. It's weird. I love DH so much so it's not like I am angry at him for something. I just keep having weird moods. I certainly hope they go away. Then this morning when I took DD to school, it was almost like the first day all over again. I just wanted to stay with her or bring her back with me. On the way to work I felt like crying. I don't know why I was emotional about it. I hope they are pg symptoms but like I said, I doubt it. My chart was looking so good and now it seems like the end is near. AFNW 10/18. I have so many things in my life to be so happy for so why am I having mood swings? I have never had these before. HELP! IDEAS! SOMETHING?! TIA!
Sheree-TTC#2
CD 25/28 11 dpo
DD: Kaylyn 4/16/98
http://circles2.fertilityfriend.com/home/191ec

As for the mood swings, I try to do something calming. I use my animals. I have 3, so usually one of them is in a calm mood. Or I'll put the dog out and sit out there with her as she runs around full of life. One thing I don't like is to watch her with all that energy and wish I could be out there with her. (I'm relatively new to my job, and it drains me some days) I have no children, so I can't imagine giving up your baby to school.
As for DH, there are times when you do need time alone. I know that one wrong phrase can send me over the edge. And NO ONE but me could have possibly taken the phrase wrongly!! Sometimes it's as though you just go crazy. I think it's great that you have been able to identify all of your emotions, and that you are able to realize that this may not be normal for you. When you identify the emotions, you can rationalize a bit better...maybe something pissed you off, but you remember that you're not really yourself lately, and you may be able to stop yourself from overreacting. Does any of that make sense?
I just hope you feel better soon.
Take care.
Kel
Sheree
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***ANYHOW...WHAT I TRIED...I tried to convince myself that when I fell asleep, if I began to dream, a big purple banana would show up. This is how I was to know I was draming. I would think of that big purple banana as I fell asleep. I never actually dreamed about the banana, but I never had the terrors again. (I have no clue why I decided on a big purple banana...I think it's probably because I knew I'd NEVER actually dream of a big purple banana) It's worth a shot. But now I've got butterflies in my stomach thinking that this is actually happening to someone else.
Kel