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|Tue, 03-13-2012 - 7:53am|
Hi ladies...I've been laying low for a while trying not to stress this whole process, trying to focus on other things-My beautiful 3 year old son and going back to finish my degree. But today I'm really cranky. We've been trying since October and making a mad dash for a BFP because my husband is 49 and we really wanted this to happen before his 50th birthday(FEB). Last Friday I got a faint BFP and continued to get them(I've been POAS EVERYDAY because I'm an addict). They haven't been getting darker. It's been 5 days. I've been using FRER and and the $ store tests to satisfy my crazy need to see 2 lines. I'm braking the bank! The dollar store tests are coming up negative still and the couple of digitals I took are saying NOT PREGNANT. So I'm sure this is a chemical. My HCG I just don't think is going up like it should be. And I had a slight amount of blood this morning(TMI Sorry). I just wish it would get over with instead of lingering on when I already know what's coming. . . Blah.