Lousy Betas - this is over for me

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Lousy Betas - this is over for me
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Sat, 06-04-2011 - 9:39am

I guess its a chemical pregnancy.

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Sat, 06-04-2011 - 9:57am
Oh Sharon...what were the betas and how many did you have? Are you sure it's over? Sometimes those crazy betas can surprise you!
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Sat, 06-04-2011 - 10:18am

On Tuesday it was 21 and Thursday it was only 25. And low progesterone.

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Sat, 06-04-2011 - 5:54pm
Sharon, both my pg were over before they really even got started. My betas never got above 25 either time. I really do now how you're feeling right now both with the chemicals and the giving up on TTC. I am not *sure* you will feel this way forever because when we are in the midst of a loss, we never want to think about getting pg again. We are kind of all that way. ((hugs)) I am beyond sorry...
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Sat, 06-04-2011 - 8:53pm
Thanks so much Chelle. I know you really can relate to the entire situtation, its so difficult. I'll post Monday after my dr. appt.
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Sat, 06-04-2011 - 11:39pm
Hugs.
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Sun, 06-05-2011 - 7:26am

AF came.

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Sun, 06-05-2011 - 3:37pm
I was so sorry to see this, sweetie. It sucks so bad. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}
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Sun, 06-05-2011 - 6:50pm
Thanks Dani, it really does, I can't seem to stop crying. AND I get really mad at insensitive people who are like oh you were only 3 days pregnant. A BFP still is a BFP in your head and in your heart.

I can't get my head around not TTC anymore, I have been doing this for so long, its hard to accept. But I know there is no golden egg in there for me, I have fertilized 5 eggs in the past 10 months (3 at once on Clomid) and none of have been good enough.
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Sun, 06-05-2011 - 7:16pm
You may have only been pregnant for 3 days but you thought and dreamed about that baby for years. God, I HATE it when people say crap like that.
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Sun, 06-05-2011 - 7:35pm
oh exactly! THANK you for understanding me. It makes me feel a whole lot better instead of feeling like a big crying baby.

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