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|Mon, 02-14-2011 - 5:04pm|
OMG I can't believe it and I screwed up royaly. After my 70+ day cycle last month I didn't expect much from this one. And I had given up. I resolved to throwing out baby stuff and was gearing myself up to sell stuff this summer. I am on day 36 this month, but like I said my cycles are screwy. On the way home I stopped at the bar nad had 2 beers. When I got home I had to pee (the beers right??) so I had the urge to POAS just to put the possibility out of my mind. Well my pee was super light (again, the beers) but I stuck the stick in anyway. The line was there before the control and is almost as dark. OM freakin G I am pg!!! I can't believe I was stupid enough to drink those beers and I dran almost a bottle of wine this weekend. Oh please send me prayers if you can spare them. I am in tears I may have screwed this up, even though I know when I have done everything right I have still lost babies. I have been a little nauseous the last few days, but my son and husband both had a wicked stomach bug and I figured I was getting it too. I really had no hope for a bfp!! It has been 21 months since I have had a bfp and it's been 39 months since our loss after we started TTC again.