9/11 has a double meaning to me

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Registered: 04-15-2012
9/11 has a double meaning to me
Tue, 09-11-2012 - 11:18am
Of course everyone knows about 9/11. Today would have been my due date for our little girl we lost right around 13 weeks back in march. I am struggling today, and just trying to keep it together at work. I have managed to secretly cry about 4 times today..have another 8 hrs to make it..hopefully the day goes by fast. I am usually so happy and outgoing, but sad and lonely feeling today. Only 1 person at work knows..so that makes it harder like its a shameful thing..
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Tue, 09-11-2012 - 11:36am
Big (((HUGS))) Mindy, I'll be thinking of you today :smileysad:

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Tue, 09-11-2012 - 1:31pm

hugs fro me, too.....been there, done that.  I have another EDD coming up in Jan. too....it just sucks! Be good to yourself today.  :heart:

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Tue, 09-11-2012 - 4:03pm

I am so sorry.  I hope today passes quietly for you.  It's not a shameful thing at all, it is a personal thing.  I will be thinking of you.