Finally has a "breakdown":(

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Finally has a "breakdown":(
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Thu, 02-02-2012 - 4:08pm
I am currently taking a Loa from work so that I can grieve properly and take time for myself :/ it's been about a week since I went to work :( but I knows everything will work out I am out of work tell feb-14th ,
It will be nice I suppose I just wanted to apologize for me not being around a lot lately :( I just haven't had the motivation for anything , I started a new anti depressant and am hoping that it works :)

I love you ladies :) and think of you everyday :)

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Thu, 02-02-2012 - 5:11pm

You need to take care of yourself first. I am wishing you the best. (((((HUGS)))))

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Thu, 02-02-2012 - 5:15pm

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I am new & not sure what happened that you need to properly grieve?

Just make sure you take time for yourself & take care of yourself....I noticed you mentioned earlier about stress from a job, so just take this time off work to slow down, decompress & work thru the feelings you need to work thru.....eventually things will get better.

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Thu, 02-02-2012 - 5:27pm
I lost my daughter last may @ 19 weeks and before that I had two early losses all within 11 months :( so I don't think I have bee takIng time for me in this whole process :(

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Thu, 02-02-2012 - 5:28pm
*been able

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Thu, 02-02-2012 - 5:57pm

awww, so sorry! Just one loss (found out at 11 week appt......angel died around 9 weeks) was hard enough for me....so I am sorry for all that you've been thru!!

Kiki (hit my magic age of 45 and no longer TTC),but mom to a beautiful teen DD & 2 angels in heaven & married to my best friend

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Fri, 02-03-2012 - 12:15am
Jessica,

I'm so sorry you've found yourself in this spot chica, but I am very happy that you are taking steps to help yourself. You have always come across so bubbly on the board, it was hard to tell where you were at emotionally. I'm so sorry I didn't notice, chica. (((HUGS)))

We are always here if you need us Jess. <3
-Court.

 


 


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Fri, 02-03-2012 - 3:29pm
Big (((HUGSS) Jessica. I know how rough the past year has been for you. It's good that you are taking this time for yourself, you don't always have to be so strong. We are here for you.

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Sat, 02-04-2012 - 1:54pm

Jessica, I agree w/ all ladies--you need to do what's best for you first.

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Sun, 02-05-2012 - 11:51am

I'm so sorry you've had such a difficult year.

Stephanie

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Mon, 02-06-2012 - 1:45pm
I'm so sorry Jessica. But, I'm so glad that you are taking the time to take of yourself! That is the most important thing right now.

Don't worry about keeping up with the board. We will miss not seeing you post as often right now, but know you're be thinking of everybody here and look forward to seeing you post more soon.

((hugs))

Shawn 
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Expecting our little girl after three m/c - EDD 11/29/12

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