Hi!!! **warning** optimism :)

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Hi!!! **warning** optimism :)
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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 9:41am

I just wanted to say HI and I'm home :) I can't believe I was gone until cd13!!! Even though I'm a habitual late O'er, that was nerve wrecking!!!


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Registered: 07-28-2009
Wed, 11-10-2010 - 9:44am

Glad you're home! :)

And I hope all your dreams come true - literally LOL

I am totally bleeding my guts out right now (sorry for the tmi) so I can't really harbor any optimism today :(

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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 9:48am
ugh, I was just reading that... so sorry - my other window is loading so I can post a reply to you ;) how funny! well, sorry, prolly not funny to you... lol sorry, I can't help it!


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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 10:20am

Welcome home Torie!!!

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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 10:51am

Welcome home!

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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 11:12am
Torie - so glad you are home! Aren't dreams nuts? I have this continuing dream about my mom (who passed away in 2007) where she is "back." In the dream, she did die of cancer on 9/11/07 and was gone for a little while, but she is back and life goes on as usual. In the dreams she says it was all a mistake and she was not meant to die. She does still have the cancer though. Weird. I always wake up so sad. I went through counseling, Grief Share and so on, so I recognize that this dream is just the cruel fact of grieving - it never really goes away. It gets better, but it never goes away. :(

BUT! On to happier things - I am so glad that you are feeling optimistic! And the new job opportunity is very exciting.
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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 1:27pm
Thanks guys! I'm seriously making myself nauseous with this optimistic nature that's come over me... I'm on my phone right now... :) yup! It finally let me sign in on my phone and I swear, I almost did a cartwheel cuz I was so excited... I was like could this day get any better :) blah <


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Registered: 10-08-2007
Wed, 11-10-2010 - 8:33pm

I am glad you are optimistic.

Mandy


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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 8:43pm

Welcome back!

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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 9:50pm
thanks... I should clarify... I'm like THE single most pessimistic person out there who is ttc'ing... I've been at it for 11 years, and I'm still trying for my first... I'm usually convinced that if I can manage to get pg again - which in and of itself would be a miracle - that it will all be for nothing anyway because if I don't miscarry - which I've done twice, then I'll just have a stillbirth at the end again, like I did with my last baby, or worse yet, I'll suffer through infant death...
that's usually what comes out of my mouth... I'm just excited that I actually felt true excitedness last week - it's so out of the ordinary for me - I can't believe it's still lingering... like I said above "blah <


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Wed, 11-10-2010 - 9:50pm
thanks :)


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