hormonal meltdown

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Registered: 08-07-2007
hormonal meltdown
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Thu, 11-11-2010 - 10:58am

This morning I was getting ready to go to the gym with DH and SS. Every time I looked in the mirror I had tunnelvision on my faults. A blemish here, short-dull hair, and I swear progesterone gives me backfat. DH saw the signs of me getting unhappy and asked what was wrong. I burst into tears. He sat me on his lap like a little kid, rocked me and listened to my self-hate diatribe, sniffles, and woe.

12dpo and barely hanging in there.

Chouli, 34; DH 45 Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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Registered: 12-08-2009
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 11:23am

Oh Chouli - I'm so sorry...

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Registered: 02-19-2007
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 12:33pm

Sorry you're feeling down. :(

Unless your IV photo is someone else you sure look beautiful to me. Id kill for those eyes!

There are lots of days I feel like a schlub. I hate my hair, etc... Im not a model but Im me.

The progesterone just helps whack out your hormones so you're more emotional.

When are you testing??

*mindy*
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Registered: 05-12-2008
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 1:14pm

((((HUGS)))

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Registered: 06-29-2010
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 4:29pm

sorry, I get like that a lot, the stupid freaking hormones. You look great to us here, really your pic is

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Registered: 03-02-2007
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 4:39pm

aw Chouli, what a rough start to your day. But I am keeping my FX for you that those are the PREGNANCY hormones talking!!!

Kelly, mom to 4 year old Lexi, wife to Rob TTC Number 2 since April 2010, with a loss in June 2010 at 4.5 weeks, and a loss in April 2011 at 8 weeks (possibly ectopic). Saw the RE in May 2011, we were moving forward with testing and an IUI when we
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Registered: 08-07-2007
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 5:08pm
Thanks, everyone. Yeah, that picture is me. I regret cutting off my hair and it seems to be taking forever to grow. Its at the bottom of my neck in a bob cut.
Today got better. I did get weepy in the movie theater for NO reason. We were seeing Mastermind (comedy). And got a flash of anger at SS. But I kept those to myself.
I'm going to test on Saturday with FMU. LOL I remember that when I got pg in June my FMU was 3am. I called and woke up my mom to give her the news. I think we'll be keeping it to ourselves this time. DH is worried I'm going to be inconsolable if its bfn.
Chouli, 34; DH 45 Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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Registered: 09-24-2004
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 9:32pm

(((HUGS)))) Chouli... I'm so sorry!!

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Registered: 08-10-1999
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 11:37pm

BBIIIIIIIIGGGGGG (((HUGS))) Chouli!

I hope tomorrow is a better day for you hon...

 


 


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