I feel so schitzo....

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I feel so schitzo....
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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 12:22pm

One minute I'm feeling optimistic..then next...just totally down.

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:18pm

I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you.

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:24pm

Oh Danielle :( You *know* I know just how you feel...somedays I am so hopeful and others, I just KNOW I'm out and I want to crawl into a hole and never come out. Honestly, it doesn't even change day to day! It's more like hour to hour! At least we have each other, right? We all know we're not alone in this?

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:30pm

Thanks, Michelle. I

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:33pm

Thank you, Dusty. I hope you get another sticky little one soon, too. This is just more than I can take sometimes....my 4 angels...and your 6 angels....it's just so wrong. :smileysad:

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:35pm
Oh yeah, I say that all the time. If I knew there was a finish line, I could keep running! No problem! If they said, Michelle in Jan of 2013 you will get your sticky BFP. Would I cry because it's so far away and I want my baby now? Heck yeah I would! But I could settle in and wait. Prepare. Pick out names, furniture, be excited. Instead I sit here full of worry and fear. Wondering if I am spinning my wheels for something that may never come...
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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:39pm
I know sweetie....I know.....
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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:41pm
and as much as I want a bfp.....I don't know if I'll be crying over excitement, or fear....I vote for fear. :(
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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 1:42pm

I know,

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 2:29pm

(((HUGS))) Danielle.... I'm so sorry.

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Mon, 11-01-2010 - 4:37pm

Dani, we are right there with you. The pain we feel and the desire of our hearts just stinks sometimes :( Remember, God is in control! Its hard to stay positive, but I hope you are having an "up" moment soon. And no more down moments k? We can both get our babies soon!

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