I just want to crawl in a hole....

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Registered: 09-02-2010
I just want to crawl in a hole....
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Mon, 11-08-2010 - 4:19pm
Well after my BFP a few weeks ago, I had bleeding & pain... Seveal blood draws & ultra sounds late & it's an ectopic. I just had methotrexate to stop my baby from growing & I'm sick about it. I can't believe this happened & I just want to crawl into a hole... It's been a tough day.
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Registered: 12-11-2006
Mon, 11-08-2010 - 7:33pm

so, so, so sorry for u ... know what you're goin thru and words can't express ... big hugs!!

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Mon, 11-08-2010 - 7:43pm

Oh honey :(

I am so sorry, I wish there were some magical words I could say to make this all better for you.

Just know that we're here whenever you need us. I know that isn't much right now but it helps to let it out!

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Registered: 08-16-2007
Mon, 11-08-2010 - 9:11pm

Ali, I replied to your post above, but just wanted to say again how sorry I am :(

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Registered: 09-02-2010
Mon, 11-08-2010 - 9:44pm
Thank you. I'm sure it's not easy for anyone but I honestly just thought today they would tell me everything was just fine.... Sadly that was far from it... I'm very glad I have everyone here to talk with.
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Registered: 02-19-2007
Mon, 11-08-2010 - 9:56pm

Im so sorry.

Its an awful thing to go thru

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TTC since May 09 Losses: 11/09, 6/10, 9/10
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*mindy*
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Registered: 07-02-2005
Mon, 11-08-2010 - 10:13pm
I am so sorry. I know how you feel. I prayed with every part of my being that everyhting would be OK, but it wasn't. I too had mtx for an ectopic. Make sure they follow your numbers down. The mtx did not work for me. Although my numbers went down (started above 10000) it wasn't enough. Pay attention to any symptoms you have and don't dismiss them. We are here if you need us.

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Registered: 06-15-2010
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 1:15pm
I just wanted to say I'm so sorry. It's so odd to me that even when you've been through it the only words that make sense to say to someone going through it is that your sorry. Just try to hang in there. You'll be in my prayers!




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Registered: 06-29-2010
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 10:18pm
I'm sooooo sorry for your loss and all the pain you've been through! HUGS
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Registered: 04-13-2010
Wed, 11-10-2010 - 7:10pm

I'm so sorry...


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