Life is moving on & I'm not..

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Registered: 08-08-2011
Life is moving on & I'm not..
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Wed, 09-05-2012 - 1:54pm
I just need to semi-vent.. I feel bad for my poor husband. Becoming pregnant, being pregnant, miscarrying or trying to get there is all I can think and talk about. We had a D&C one week ago but found out August 18th when I went in for an ultrasound that there was no heartbeat even though we heard it two weeks before that. It took us 16 months to get pregnant after using fertility drugs, only to lose it. I did surprisingly well the days following surgery.. But yesterday was my first day back to work and it's been awful. I cried practically all day yesterday; had a super emotional breakdown last night. I am usually a pretty happy person, always saying God has a plan, etc, but I find it hard to believe my own words.. I honestly feel like life is moving on and I'm not. I'm stuck obsessing and craving the thought of pregnancy again. I know it's only been 7 days post D&C, and I'm sure it will get better but no one else gets it or gets me lately. I have never felt this way before, almost depressed. Just wondering what others have been through or what helped? Thanks!
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Registered: 08-08-2011
Sat, 09-08-2012 - 9:10pm
Thanks guys! I was on Femara, a lot like Clomid. Except the risk of multiples is much less you only release one egg or are supposed to. :smileyhappy: