Not sure where to post this: Saying "Hi" again, had a meltdown today, remembering my angels . . .

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Registered: 05-04-2006
Not sure where to post this: Saying "Hi" again, had a meltdown today, remembering my angels . . .
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Wed, 11-03-2010 - 9:37pm

**MC, Kids, Pregnancy, etc. Mentioned**

I wasn't sure where to post this since I'm covering so many topics.

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Registered: 08-16-2007

Aubre, welcome back. It sounds like you have had a truly wretched summer... but at least you are looking forward right now. Im glad that very soon you will be back on the TTC train, and not stuck-in-limbo or waiting-to-TTC anymore.

I dont blame you for feeling ambivalent about your cousin and her new "oops baby". It is so, so hard to be joyful for someone else when your heart is still broken and missing the babies that you never got to hold, who are no longer with you. Im glad that you found that special ornament at the store today. I love when things like that just show up, to remind us in tangible ways that our angel babies are still in our hearts and minds, and will be forever.

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Registered: 06-29-2010
Hi welcome back! I have moments like that where something will just set me off and make me cry, the other day it was the cute kudos in their costumes! GL now that you are TTC
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Registered: 06-29-2010
Oops meant kids in costumes.
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Registered: 07-28-2009

Aubre! I was wondering what happened to you! :)

I am so glad you’re back and I get crying in the middle of Kohl’s. I got my first BFP in the parking lot of the CVS by my work (I peed in the bathroom and stuck the test in my purse until I got into the car) and sometimes I have to literally go the long way just to avoid passing it so I don’t break down in tears. That moment was the single happiest moment of my life outside of when DD was born.

Anyway, post away! You were missed!

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Registered: 05-12-2008

So sorry for your losses.

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Registered: 03-25-2010

Welcome back! That ornament sounds beautiful. Thank you for sharing.

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Registered: 05-04-2006

Thanks for the welcome back, y'all!

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Registered: 08-26-2010

Hi Aubre, I'm still pretty new here so this is my first time "meeting" you. I can relate to the crying out in public story. It always seems that just when I think I am over it I start crying over it again. I hope that your next pregnancy will go well and you will get a little brother or sister for your daughter. I do like the shell and pearl ornament. I have been doing some Christmas present shopping (getting my mind off of things) and I may have to hit Kohl's now to see if they have it here.

 


Karen



 


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Registered: 10-05-2006

I am so sorry that you have to go through all this. Hugs....

Thanks for sharing the link to the ornament. I think I just might get that too.

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