one of those days

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Registered: 04-15-2012
one of those days
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Fri, 07-27-2012 - 11:55pm
Today would have been my due date for baby # 2 that we lost. I kept busy so I wouldn't have to be sad about it. I did think about how different life would have been on this day if we would have had a baby. I also was hoping for a renewed chance with another pregnancy, but instead sitting here with af and some mega cramps and bloating. I do have a stuffed frog that I got as a keepsake, so I will be holding it close tonight while I sleep. Hopefully next month will turn out different for our family. Ready to move foward, but not to forget everything we have been through. Thanks for listening, as I know we are all fighting a tough battle..
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Registered: 05-04-2012
Sat, 07-28-2012 - 10:58am

I am so sorry for everything you have been through.  Those days can be so difficult.  You have a great attitude.  It is what I tell myself too.  It is so great you want to move forward!  There is no way we will ever be able to forget the children we should have had.  We will always keep them close to us.  I hope next month is a better month for you and you get your BFP!

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Sat, 07-28-2012 - 8:56pm

I am really sorry that you are having a hard time. I understand that one 100% its so hard! I hope that you find strength to get through today ..Hang in there girl

~Jessica~

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Sat, 07-28-2012 - 9:26pm
Thanks ladies! I try to stay positive..I live by the motto that life is 10% what happens to you, and 90% how you react to it. That helps me a lot to remember that. I can't control what has or what will happen to me, but I can control how I react by staying positive for myself and my family..