Sigh..... temp dropped
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|Fri, 11-19-2010 - 10:43am|
Even thought I had a BFN on Wednesday, I still had a small hope that it could still turn into a BFP since af hasn't arrived yet. This morning my temp dropped so all hope is gone in my book. I am just waiting for the inevitable which stinks. Happy birthday to me! I just kick myself for not trying for a baby sooner and we SHOULD have started when we got married in 2001 but hubby wasn't ready. We did start in 2006 and never thought it would take this long. It is kinda depressing that I will be 36 in 3 days with no baby in sight. I want at least two babies and time is ticking. This really sucks. Now I get to get back on this turbulent rollercoaster ride. IUI's really hurt for me and I'm not really looking forward to another one but I will if it gets me a baby. My family keeps on asking me what I want for my birthday but they can't give it to me. I just want a baby.
Okay, my pity party is over. My husband is confident it WILL happen but I want it to happen sooner rather than later. I have waited long enough, darn it.