Why do I do this?

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-19-2007
Why do I do this?
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Wed, 09-08-2010 - 1:34pm
Why must I insist on watching everything baby. I mean a baby story, birth day, i didn't know I was pregnant, etc. The list goes on and on. I feel so sad at times and I cry most times watching it but sometimes it gives me hope. I enjoy them and don't think I can stop watching them. Why do we do these things to ourselves? It's like a form or torture and therapy. As crazy as it sounds.
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Registered: 05-11-2010
Wed, 09-08-2010 - 2:04pm
Girl, I don't know . . . I actually watched a full National Geographic documentary lately that covered the whole PG process from fertilization to birth. I wasn't too sad during it, because it was just so fascinating that it was hard to be sad, but I felt sad afterwards. That's not the norm for me, though. When I was PG, the movies "Babies" was getting ready to be released and I had wanted to go see it. After our loss, the desire to see it just vanished. I'll just look at things baby-related a little at a time now. I feel like I have to so that I can get better at training myself to deal with it so I don't just crack up any time I see or hear something baby-related that's totally unexpected.




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Registered: 12-08-2009
Wed, 09-08-2010 - 3:05pm
I dont know either, but I have done the same thing. It hurts to watch that kind of stuff, but at the same time, we still do it, and in some crazy way, somehow it can give you hope. Or at least remind you that you were there before, and spur you on to becoming pregnant again.
Is it some kind of twisted, sick way of catching some baby dust? I have no idea!
I hope you dont spend *too* much time watching TLC or Discovery Health Channel though!


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Registered: 07-28-2009
Wed, 09-08-2010 - 7:20pm
Girl, you are a stronger woman than I! As soon as I see a baby or a pg woman, I run for the hills!

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Registered: 08-10-1999
Thu, 09-09-2010 - 12:19am

Aimee,



I used to watch all of those...but now I mostly just watch I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant... and wish I were one of them... lmbo.



Torture? heck ya.

 


 


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