I guess this is where I now belong...
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I guess this is where I now belong...
| Mon, 10-29-2012 - 8:59am |
Hi, Was a TTC at 40 and now after this week I belong here.
I lost my baby at almost 9 weeks. My first ever. Been married for 10 years and was so excited. I had an ultrasound and the baby was small, they dated it 2 weeks younger than it should have been. Heartbeat at 105.
One week later, I started to spot. At the emergency room. No heartbeat. sent me home, for nature to take its course. 5 days later I lost it all at home.
So sorry to share, but I am so lost now. How to oversome this all?
I so wanted this....It's now 2 days after I lost it all. I so wanted a baby and fear it may not happen again.
Thank you for letting me share....
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I am so sorry for your loss. It is definitey life changing. Please don't feel sorry for sharing, that is why we are here...to support each other. I wish there was more I can say, but just keep hope. Let yourself grieve. We are here to support and cheer you on whenever you are ready to begin trying again. Welcome, and I am sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry for your loss.
I've had 4 of them and it never gets easier. Allow yourself to be mad, sad, numb....whatever. It's all part of the grieving process. Take one day at a time and come here to vent if you need to. We've all walked this path (unfortunately).