I lost my dream today...(m/c, tmi)

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I lost my dream today...(m/c, tmi)
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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 12:57am
I started spotting yesteday and by this morning it was heavier. I called to get them to move my u/s to today. They were so busy they couldn't get me in until 3:30 but my doc did the u/s himself. By mid-day, I was cramping and passing some clots and by 3:30 I was in agony. The u/s showed the sac still implanted (it had not grown at all in 2 weeks) but lots of clots and tissue coming loose. Part of the reason I was in so much pain was because my cervix was still closed tight despite me basically having labor pain type cramps. Unfortunately, just like when I was in labor with my eldest son, the nausea hit...thank God for phenergan. They got me into the operating room at 6 and I am at home now. This is my 3rd loss in barely more than 6 months. I feel so lost and empty. Thank you for all your support and prayers.



~a broken hearted Kristin

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 1:04am
Kristin~I am soooo very sorry. I was hoping so much that you would be ok. I hate that you have had to go through this once again. I wish I was close enough to come over and give you a hug. Let me know if there is anything I can do. (((hugs))) Crystal

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 1:07am
Oh Kristen, there are no words to express how sad I am for you and Vic. I'm so sorry. I'm here for you if you need to talk or anything *Big Hugs*

~Bean

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 6:56am
Oh, Kristin,

My heart breaks for you!!! I will be thinking and praying for you! Try to take it easy for a few days!

Hugs and prayers,

Heather

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 10:31am
Dear Kristin,

I'm so very sorry for your loss. I was really hoping your's would turn out okay. If you remember I was also on the PAL board for a long time, still trying to cling to faint straws of hope. I've obviously given up now, although I'm still waiting for the mc to happen naturally. And its so hard to wait. The not knowing when...But I'm so sorry you are also having to go through this again. Its specially sad for us those who have a little hope in between only to be crushed again. Huge hugs to you. Hope we can soon have healthy babies. Healing vibes to you.

Sabrina.
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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 11:47am
Oh Kristin,

I am soooo sorry!!! my heart is breaking for you!!! just wanted to send you some (((HUGS))). Did your Dr do any blood testing on you? Just wondering, because I had some testing done and found out I tested ++ for anticardiolipins (clotting factor), I would have never known. Again, I am so sorry to hear this news!!!!

(((HUGS))) (((HUGS))),

Cara

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 12:04pm
I am so very sorry for your loss, Kristin. I know it must be especially difficult to have it happen again so soon. We are all here for you. Big hugs.

Anna

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 12:41pm
I'm so sorry for your loss, I was praying things would go well for you.

We are ALL here for you!!

Lois

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 1:58pm


I am so sorry to hear of your situation, I too last year had a miscarriage and I know exactly what your going through. Take some time for yourself,I know this is hard to do but trust me, just take some time and let your body adjust. My doctor told me to have at least 2 regular periods before I try again so I did and actually it took me 9 months to concieve again but this time everything is great, baby to come in August.

I know it's hard, and I am not going to say don't think about it because I still think about it and it's been a year now. But it does get easier.

I hope everything goes well for you soon

Kelly

Hugs to you!

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 3:10pm
Kristin, I am so sorry to hear your news. I am praying for you and your family.

Hugs,

~Dana

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Wed, 04-16-2003 - 6:02pm
I am so sorry for your loss. I still don't know what to say when this happens, except I'm thinking of you and I hope you are doing as well as can be expected. I'll keep you in my prayers. (Michelle)

Michelle,  

mommy to Melissa, Allison, and Jennifer

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