I'm Back. :-(

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I'm Back. :-(
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Thu, 01-20-2011 - 6:10pm

Well ladies I started spotting yesterday. I went to my mw office and their urine test came back neg. They ordered a blood test to check numbers, but I know its over. I got my first faint positive a week ago, so they should have been able to pull it today.

I am just waiting for the full AF, which will probably be here by the weekend.

I tried not to get excited until I got past where the last m/c was, but I couldnt help myself. I am devestated. But since I have the other children to take care of, I have to keep functioning for them. But I cant wait until bedtime when I can have a serious cry.

Anyway, I may be MIA for a while, I just wanted to let you know what happened.


Sherilyn

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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 2:43pm

Oh hun I am so so sorry. :smileysad:

Katie, DH, DD- Emma (11/27/11), #2 due 10/4/13 : )

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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 2:47pm
I'm so sorry Sherilyn! ((Hugs)) to you.
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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 3:21pm

Thanks all.

I just got a call from my midwife. My beta was 4. I told her I started bleeding today, but that I had a week of tests that were getting darker until Wednesday when I started spotting.

She said we didnt have to wait before ttc again. I guess I will see how long this cycle will be. It may be shorter or longer to get me back on schedule.

I will see how it goes...

Sherilyn

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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 4:12pm
Sherilyn, I know I don't have to tell you this but you know I have been in this EXACT situation twice before. I know every heartache you're feeling right now and I just want to punch someone in the throat for you. I tend to get more angry than I do sad and I am SOOOO angry for you right now!
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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 6:17pm
Sherilyn!!!! I'm coming to join you!! I'm sorry again for your loss!! (((Hugs)))
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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 9:41pm

So sorry to hear of your loss. Hope your heart heals quickly.

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Sat, 01-22-2011 - 9:07am
:( I'm so sorry! (((Hugs)))
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Sat, 01-22-2011 - 12:23pm
(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry. I know how it is to try to hold yourself together for your child(ren). Such a tough thing to do. My thoughts are with you!
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Sun, 01-23-2011 - 12:04am
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Mon, 01-24-2011 - 8:28am

Thanks Ladies

I am much stronger today. I have a plan of action so to speak, so I will be around. I am no longer feeling sorry for myself. I started temping today so I can see how this first cycle will go. (i.e. longer or shorter based on the chemical).

Anyway I am out of lurkedom. LOL. It didnt last long did it...

Sherilyn

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/13cede