I'm Back. :-(

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I'm Back. :-(
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Thu, 01-20-2011 - 6:10pm

Well ladies I started spotting yesterday. I went to my mw office and their urine test came back neg. They ordered a blood test to check numbers, but I know its over. I got my first faint positive a week ago, so they should have been able to pull it today.

I am just waiting for the full AF, which will probably be here by the weekend.

I tried not to get excited until I got past where the last m/c was, but I couldnt help myself. I am devestated. But since I have the other children to take care of, I have to keep functioning for them. But I cant wait until bedtime when I can have a serious cry.

Anyway, I may be MIA for a while, I just wanted to let you know what happened.


Sherilyn

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Registered: 09-15-2005
Mon, 01-24-2011 - 5:18pm

Oh Sherilyn I am so sorry for your loss.

Kathy Kate-9, Emmy-8, Kevin-5 Early m/c 5wks 7/02 Missed m/c 7w2d; D&C 3/10 Missed m/c 8wks; D&C 9/10
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Mon, 01-24-2011 - 11:56am
Well if that is the case, this one is gonna be a bust. DH just took a job driving and he is set to go out for 6 days next week. Which should be my week... :-(
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Mon, 01-24-2011 - 11:37am

Nope, it wasn't any shorter or longer. According to my body, the pg never happened.

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Mon, 01-24-2011 - 8:52am
Sherilyn, BIG HUGS to you!!! I am so, so sorry for your loss. I know how we tell ourselves not to get too attached or excited but it's so hard not to!
Please, please come back as soon as you feel ready.
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Mon, 01-24-2011 - 8:31am
Thanks Michelle. Question for you. Was your next cycle a different length due to the 1 week of the chemical pregnancy? I am temping so I can see when I "O" since I am not sure it will be cd 12 or cd13 due to having a 33 day cycle rather than 25 days because of the chemical...

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Mon, 01-24-2011 - 8:28am

Thanks Ladies

I am much stronger today. I have a plan of action so to speak, so I will be around. I am no longer feeling sorry for myself. I started temping today so I can see how this first cycle will go. (i.e. longer or shorter based on the chemical).

Anyway I am out of lurkedom. LOL. It didnt last long did it...

Sherilyn

http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/13cede
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Registered: 07-23-2004
Sun, 01-23-2011 - 12:04am
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Sat, 01-22-2011 - 12:23pm
(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry. I know how it is to try to hold yourself together for your child(ren). Such a tough thing to do. My thoughts are with you!
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Sat, 01-22-2011 - 9:07am
:( I'm so sorry! (((Hugs)))
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Fri, 01-21-2011 - 9:41pm

So sorry to hear of your loss. Hope your heart heals quickly.

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