I'm an eedjit too
Find a Conversation
|Thu, 08-19-2010 - 4:55am|
Hi all ... I've been reading the board since my m/c in May but haven't posted before. My m/c was very drawn out - natural m/c at home on May 30, but it was incomplete, so after TWO lots of medication to sort it out (which did absolutely nothing), and several appointments and scans, I finally had to opt for d&c on July 9. If I had to do it over, I'd go for the d&c immediately!The whole process was very depressing. Thankfully I have a toddler and 1-yr old, otherwise I'm not sure how I'd have coped! Hats off to some of you other ladies!
NOW to the eedjit bit (that's Irish for idiot!). AF hasn't turned up yet. We haven't BD'd at all since the m/c because I quite frankly haven't been up for it. First time was some time (early?) last week but I can't remember the day. Yesterday I started feeling a few suspiciously pg-like symptoms. Feeling the same today but stronger. AF? PG? I KNOW it's really too early to test but was in such a state this morning that I thought what the heck, I'll test anyway!
The result was predictably negative. I thought this would settle me down but it hasn't cos I know I'm way too early.
Since I have only one test left I have to make myself wait until at least Sunday, and by then AF may show up anyway.
The thing is I can't even remember what day we BD'd, so if this is a pregnancy I have no way to date it! :-(
Still missing my baby and thought I was over it but got quite emotional again last week, so maybe these symptoms are just wishful thinking.
So, with that jumbled introduction :-) I just wanted to say thanks to all the ladies on this board who have encouraged and supported me without knowing it!