I'm here:( Intro:

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I'm here:( Intro:
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Sun, 11-13-2011 - 11:42pm

WHere to begin? Well, my hubby and I tried for 9 yrs to conceive. Then came the day when I got my first BFP!! Oct 15th . took another one the 18th,line was darker:) Made an appt to be seen for first pregnancy!!! Oct 29th another BFP lol. Doc appt on halloween. ultrasound measured the sac at 5wk6dys. nothing visible yet. Then I started spotting. Next u/s at 6w6d there was no baby. the doc called it a blighted ovum:( Two more u/s nothing. blood around the sac then at 7wks doc said the sac was collapsing. Found out my levels were at 23000 at 6w3d and I found myself pregnant without my baby:( OMG such a blow. After waiting for 9 yrs with my husband we find out we are finally expecting and then a month later find out that the baby did not grow past it implanting. placenta,sac, levels, sypmtoms, morning sickness. all of that to find out i wasnt carrying the most precious part of it all..... So the doc said I could miscarry anytime and had i had no idea because my body was still acting like it was pregnant???? Doctor talked to me about doing a D&C. I went ahead with it:( What was I supposed to do? Doc told me she would help us get pregnant again and how her job was to bring babies into the world and hated that it had to come to it.

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Registered: 11-08-2011
Mon, 11-14-2011 - 4:50am
Im so sorry to hear about your loss my Girl (BiG hUgZ)!

Me and my husband thought we got lucky.. Found out I was 4 weeks pregnant after ttc (for 2 months), had a mc at 6 weeks that was just over two months ago. We have been ttc for the past month and i can not imagine what it feels like having to wait 9 years and then somthing this tragic happens...
I have never been this impatient in my life!! If my cycles are normal I should be getting my period by tomorrow, and I am PRAYING for it to stay away Seriously!! I have a bit of cramping today so I just feel like dissapointment is knocking at my door, sigh :-0. You are so right, telling you that it is "all part of God's master plan" really doesnt help. How can a God so loving and caring take away something so precious to us, I really try not to think about things this way because I know that he will bless all of us "when the time is right" with our own little baby, even though its extremely hard to be patient and understanding.
Ill be praying for you my girl, keep holding on :)

Lotsa Love
xoxo
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Registered: 08-10-1999
Mon, 11-14-2011 - 9:12pm
Hi there,

I am so sorry for your loss. I've also been trying for my first child for a long time.

I have started a couple of new threads in the "Fertility, Ovulation" etc section titled TTC 101, TTC 102, etc. Please let me know if you have any questions and please keep us updated on what going's on with you. (((HUGS))) chica.

 


 


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Registered: 05-13-2010
Mon, 11-14-2011 - 10:36pm
Sorry for your loss but you have found a great board for answers and support.

Andi
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Registered: 10-20-2008
Tue, 11-15-2011 - 9:15pm
I'm so sorry. :( There are way too many ladies showing up here from the TTC board! I'm a little over two weeks post d&c so I'm waiting for AF to return as well. Hope your wait goes quickly.

Shawn 
Mom to DS, July 2009
Expecting our little girl after three m/c - EDD 11/29/12