Lurking, finally poling my head up

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Registered: 10-18-2009
Lurking, finally poling my head up
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Sun, 08-15-2010 - 9:17pm

Hello!

I have been lurking but finally decided to post something. I am in the 2ww for the first time since mc so I am getting anxious and somewhat depressed.

My name is Erin. I am 26 and my DH is Jon, 27. I have a son Reno who is 3. So DH & I have been trying to his first my second. We have been ttc for 10 mos now. finally last cycle we got our BFP and were elated. I was anxious though and felt like I had a reason to be nervous. ended up mc at 5.5 wks.

This happened to me once before at 5.5wks with my sons father. Unfortunately though, this time was the first time I had been planning and ttc so it was tough.

Now I did ovulate in reasonable time for my cycle and so here I am at 2DPO and trying with all my might not to stress. I want to be pg so badly but I am burned out from ttc.

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Registered: 03-25-2010
Sun, 08-15-2010 - 9:47pm

Erin,

Welcome to the board. I'm so sorry to hear about your losses. I am glad you found the board and decided to de-lurk. I have found the board to be a great place for support, friendship, and hope. These ladies are wonderful.

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Me(30), DH(30)...Our TTC journey:

~1993: Dx of bicornuate uterus (BU) on u/s

September 2003: begin wedded bliss! (on BCP)

Fall 2007: HSG results consistent with BU

Fall 2008: here we go, bye-bye BCP

November 2008: DH in hospital, ?CP/horrid AF

Winter 2008: back on BCP

Spring/Summer 2009: last chemo, radiation for DH

January 2010: bye-bye BCP, waiting

March 2010: green light to TTC

April 2010: BFP (4/1), beta ~900 (4/2)

May 2010: m/c (5/30) @12w5d

June 2010: regrouping, septum (SU) vs. BU

July 2010: looks like surgery this fall


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Registered: 07-28-2009
Sun, 08-15-2010 - 9:51pm

Hi, Erin. I am so sorry about your baby :( We have been trying for almost five years - got our BFP a little after 4 and lost it very quickly at 5 weeks. Worst day of my life no question.

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Registered: 09-12-2009
Sun, 08-15-2010 - 10:56pm

Hi Erin,


Welcome to our little board...but I'm sorry you have to be here. I sometimes lurk over on the LIW on the ttc board (I was a member for a little while, but couldn't keep up with you ladies), so I'm familiar with what you went through.


I'm glad to hear that you O'd at a reasonable time. It's always nice to know your body is back on track. The ladies here are great and someone always has an answer to any question you might have.

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Registered: 01-04-2008
Sun, 08-15-2010 - 11:15pm

Hi Erin.


Welcome.

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Registered: 11-27-2007
Mon, 08-16-2010 - 8:14am
Hi Erin. I'm really sorry to hear about your losses. No matter how early it is, it's still hard. I know the same feeling of trying for so long and thinking you got it only to lose it. I hope that you're about to find some comfort and support here. Good luck getting that sticky bean!

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Registered: 06-25-2002
Mon, 08-16-2010 - 10:02am

Hi Erin,


Welcome to the board.

TTC #1 October/November 2009


BFP December 14th, 2009 :)


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Registered: 09-24-2004
Mon, 08-16-2010 - 10:30am

Welcome and I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Registered: 11-13-2008
Mon, 08-16-2010 - 1:06pm
(((HUGS))) Erin, welcome to the board.

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Registered: 02-18-2005
Mon, 08-16-2010 - 1:45pm
Welcome to the board. I am so sorry about your losses. I hope you get that sticky BFP really soon :)

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Registered: 05-27-2009
Mon, 08-16-2010 - 2:50pm

Hi Erin...


So sorry about your loss...I am glad to see you over here, I have found that the ladies here are wonderful, and sometimes I just need a break form the TTC board...;)

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