My annoyance list for this week/month
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|Fri, 06-08-2012 - 5:11pm|
I am very annoyed with the following:
Facebook pictures of ultrasounds, babies, pregnant bellys.
People that get pregnant without trying, and have the easiest/non problematic pregnancy- "it just happened"
Friends that keep getting pregnant- and I have to fake a smile and appear happy when really i am just having a massive anxiety/depression attack.
My sister-in-law who every week continues to send me a picture of her gorgeous child. With quotes like "his first time sitting up on his own." or "Ethan's first tooth".
People who think that I want to hear that so and so is pregnant. Guess what I don't! It makes me feel bad that I am not pregnant. And to follow it up people think it's fun to hear: "don't worry you will be pregnant soon.".....Okay---- well how do you know? Do you realize I have had 2 miscarriages? Do you know that it won't be anytime soon?!
Ugh okay...I had to get all that off my chest. And I know I should be happy for those close to me that are pregnant because someday (hopefully) it could be me and I would want them to be happy for me also. But my god right now I am just bitter. Ill get over it (mostly) soon.