Never thought it would be me

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Registered: 05-11-2008
Never thought it would be me
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Thu, 06-02-2011 - 8:08pm

I know many women that have been a part of this board in the past, but I never thought I would find myself here. I have a healthy two and a half year old son that was conceived the "normal" way, with little problem. I have been TTC since April 2010. I spent three months on Clomid and finally went to see an RE. Walking into his office was all it took and three days later I got a BFP. I was elated. Two weeks later and I am mourning my first miscarriage. Although I am not TTC until after AF returns, several people suggested that I come here. (I visited the miscarriage board and it was much too depressing for me right now.) I talked to the fertility center today and they said that we could set up IUI as soon as I get my normal period.

I had no idea how devastating a loss like this would be. I was only 5 weeks, 5 days pg, but I feel like my heart was torn out of my chest. The only thing that seems to help me is talking to others who have experienced this, which is why I am here.

Thank you for listening.

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Registered: 04-03-1998
Tue, 06-07-2011 - 4:25pm
So sorry, sweetie. It hurts, no matter what stage in pregnancy you were. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

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