So frustrated right now!!!

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Registered: 07-23-2004
So frustrated right now!!!
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Tue, 08-02-2011 - 9:38am

I just need to vent.

<9.27.08 Siggy
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Registered: 07-23-2004
Tue, 08-02-2011 - 9:44am
Oh yeah - and my history is as follows.

Angel 6/6/06
Angel 1/10/06
Earth Angle and light of my life - Bekah born 12/6/2007
Angel 1/21/10

We've tried to conceive off and on over the last few months. My husband was deployed during my last loss so we waited for a while due to that. When he came home we casually tried for a bit. Then got word that we are moving to Germany so we stopped trying to make sure we weren't due at the same time we'd have to move. We've just started trying again in June and I'm so frustrated! My hubby is on board only because he knows how much I want another child - but he'd be totally fine with not having anymore, so I feel like I'm the only one invested in this and worrying about this. I hate telling other people when I get my hopes up (like I have this month because I've been so sick) because then they always get dashed. It's like if I mention my hopes to anyone my body just wants to screw with me. It's a bit superstitious - but I'm feeling like I should keep it all quiet until we get a positive test, as difficult as that is since we are living with my parents right now.

Okay...I'm done now. That's me. (I use to be on here a lot before my last miscarriage - even was a CL for the PAL page until that derailed me).

Thanks.
<9.27.08 Siggy
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Registered: 11-22-2010
Tue, 08-02-2011 - 12:26pm

I would be SUPER frustrated too! Ugh, so sorry you are going through this. I really don't have an answer for you, just wanted to send some support your way! Maybe it's a possibility you O'd / implanted late?

Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

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Registered: 10-05-2006
Tue, 08-02-2011 - 8:15pm

That is cruel of your body to do that to you. I have been there and it sucks. I hope you will get your sticky BFP soon. Hugs.......

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