***Stepping down as co-cl :( :( :(***

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Registered: 07-28-2009
***Stepping down as co-cl :( :( :(***
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Sat, 08-06-2011 - 11:28am

I have been wrestling with this a while now but I need to step down as co-cl of TTCAM.

After almost 5 years and 2 losses, I have to come to terms with the fact that this will probably never happen for me and do really be able to do that, I think I need to walk away.

I feel like reading about CD's, OPK's, m/c, BFP's and the like every day, feeds my insanity when I am trying desperately trying to find out how to live my life NOT trying to get pregnant. TTCAM helped me come out of what was easily the darkest year of my life. It was there for me during a time in my life when I needed empathy and understanding so badly from people who knew what I was feeling

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Registered: 03-01-2010
Sat, 08-06-2011 - 2:09pm
Michelle I totally understand, and you are right, you can't take a break from the board as a co-cl and you also sort of need to be upbeat and positive all the time too, how exhausting!! You were WONDERFUL at it though and we were all VERY lucky to have you as long as we did!! Good job!! =)
 
 
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Registered: 06-11-2007
Sat, 08-06-2011 - 3:27pm

Michelle,

Totally get it.


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Registered: 05-12-2008
Sat, 08-06-2011 - 4:59pm
You've been a great CL! Thank you for all of the encouragement you gave me while I was here!! Wishing you all the best!!

Dustie
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Registered: 11-22-2010
Sat, 08-06-2011 - 6:51pm

:( You will be missed!!

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Sat, 08-06-2011 - 8:27pm
Thanks, girls :) I will still be around to support you guys and keep up with your journeys and maybe someday I will get a surprise of my own...
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Sat, 08-06-2011 - 10:15pm

Thanks for your leadership and contributions to the board.

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Registered: 06-28-2010
Sat, 08-06-2011 - 11:09pm
Totally understand girl:/ I just want you to know that you helped me so much in the event with my first mc and you gave me strength when I didn't think I could go anymore :( ... Your advise is always wonderful:)) we love you

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Registered: 01-22-2010
Sun, 08-07-2011 - 1:40am

Thank you for all your hard work Michelle, your strong character always shines thru on the board. I hope we'll still see you poppin up often!

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Registered: 04-13-2010
Sun, 08-07-2011 - 7:48pm
I totally understand Michelle, I'm glad you've been able to come to this decision and I hope your journey treats you well. You were a great co-cl... I remember your first post to me after I made my way back, and you weren't co-cl then... I jumped in the middle of a 50-something count thread Bonnie had because she was on the same CD as me. I didn't do a "formal" intro but had given the basics of my journey in that thread... you popped up and said hi and sorry for my losses and etc. I thought you must be a pretty special person to do that.


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Registered: 05-06-2008
Sun, 08-07-2011 - 10:33pm

Oh, Michelle! I'm so proud of your decision even though I KNOW it must have been extremely difficult to make. I support you and despite you not being offically a CO-CL, you are STILL an amazing woman who gives and supports us all naturally!

HUGS!!!

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