***Stepping down as co-cl :( :( :(***

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Registered: 07-28-2009
***Stepping down as co-cl :( :( :(***
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Sat, 08-06-2011 - 11:28am

I have been wrestling with this a while now but I need to step down as co-cl of TTCAM.

After almost 5 years and 2 losses, I have to come to terms with the fact that this will probably never happen for me and do really be able to do that, I think I need to walk away.

I feel like reading about CD's, OPK's, m/c, BFP's and the like every day, feeds my insanity when I am trying desperately trying to find out how to live my life NOT trying to get pregnant. TTCAM helped me come out of what was easily the darkest year of my life. It was there for me during a time in my life when I needed empathy and understanding so badly from people who knew what I was feeling

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Sat, 08-20-2011 - 8:18pm
Thanks, girls! I was soooo sad to do this! This board was my savior when I really needed one!
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Fri, 08-12-2011 - 3:58am
Michelle,
You have been a FANTASTIC CL and have been Soooo supportive of so many women who have also been going through the pain of m/c and ttc after a loss. I completely understand the space you are coming from. We all love you so much and want only the best for you, your DH and your beautiful DD. I want to say a huge thank you for all of your support.
Love you girl!!!

Triona
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Registered: 12-13-2009
Tue, 08-09-2011 - 1:28pm

Michelle, I'm so proud of you for making this decision, even though I know it had to be hard on you. We all need to know where our boundaries lie and it's great that you've found yours! I so hope that you get a little miracle when you least expect it! Thank you for all of your great advice and support!

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Tue, 08-09-2011 - 12:04pm

Totally understandable.. **hugs**


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Tue, 08-09-2011 - 8:24am

Michelle you will be greatly missed.

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Mon, 08-08-2011 - 8:38pm
You guys bring me to tears, really...:) Thanks so much for all your kind words. They really help me to feel okay about all this, it was really weighing me on a lot.
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Mon, 08-08-2011 - 8:30pm

I completely understand where you're coming from, and certainly don't blame you for making

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Mon, 08-08-2011 - 7:37pm

You've been a great co-cl, Michelle. And you've always been so supportive to all of us. If you need the break, I think we can all understand that.

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Mon, 08-08-2011 - 6:42pm
(((Chelle))) I can completely understand where you're coming from. In fact, I'm only just seeing this now two+ days later because I haven't felt like I can be here every day. I hate that you are going through all of this right now, though. But, you know I know how you're feeling. (((HUGS)))
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Mon, 08-08-2011 - 5:44pm
Hey Chelle...

I am also very proud of you for taking this step. I know it's one you didn't come to lightly. You have helped so many of the sistahs here with your insight, intelligence, wit and humor. You have cheered people on, you have been a voice of reason- and a grounding force when needed.

I truly, truly wish a little miracle for you. I hope you know how much I've come to love, admire and respect you as a FRIEND in addition to being a "sistah" on the board.

Take care of you. Love your daughter. Spend time with your DH. And do whatever you need to do to find that peace to keep Zen Michelle going. Much,much love and (((HUGS))).

 


 


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