***Stepping down as co-cl :( :( :(***
||Sat, 08-06-2011 - 11:28am
I have been wrestling with this a while now but I need to step down as co-cl of TTCAM.
After almost 5 years and 2 losses, I have to come to terms with the fact that this will probably never happen for me and do really be able to do that, I think I need to walk away.
I feel like reading about CD's, OPK's, m/c, BFP's and the like every day, feeds my insanity when I am trying desperately trying to find out how to live my life NOT trying to get pregnant. TTCAM helped me come out of what was easily the darkest year of my life. It was there for me during a time in my life when I needed empathy and understanding so badly from people who knew what I was feeling