TTCAM Confessions - November

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TTCAM Confessions - November
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Tue, 11-09-2010 - 1:29pm

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 1:34pm

I don't have anything super embarassing but I do have this:

It's 14 DPO and my HPT was super negative this morning yet I can't seem to extinguish that teeny tiny little bit of hope that rises up everytime I go to the restroom and there is no sign of AF.

This is hugely stupid and the same thing happened to me last month. AF didn't show until 16 DPO so there is no reason to believe she is not pulling the same thing this month.

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Tue, 11-09-2010 - 2:03pm

Aryn I am right there with ya about looking at others pics. I have been searching for false positive and evap blue lines. I can look at others hpts for hours and I feel so guilty about doing it. I would NEVER admit it to DH!!

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Registered: 05-12-2008
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 3:07pm

Aryn, I keep my HPTs for awhile too, just so I can go back and look at them! Both + and -.

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Registered: 06-29-2010
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 3:14pm

I did the same thing last cycle, looking at FRER pics and comparing mine, which pretty much depressed me. I kept all mine from like 10 days to compare, sometimes it gave me hope, but mostly made me anxious and depressed. I have no idea how long I spent looking at other people's HPT's, hours really!!

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Tue, 11-09-2010 - 5:53pm

Good idea Aryn!

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Registered: 02-19-2007
Tue, 11-09-2010 - 9:03pm

I just told DH to move his computer cuz it was heating up his balls. :)

I analyze my BD from my pregnancy cycles each month to see if Im 'doing a good job' or matching it or I have no idea what, but I look. I also used to analyze other ppls FF charts & BDing but Ive stopped doing that since it does not but foster my obsession.

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*mindy*
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Tue, 11-09-2010 - 11:40pm
Mindy! I told DH the SAME thing! We were watching the news the other day and what comes on the TV... "How using a computer can effect your fertility" and they said basically that a laptop can lower count. I looked over at DH who was working on his laptop and said "Move it!" in a very stern voice ;) LOL!
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Registered: 02-19-2007
Wed, 11-10-2010 - 7:37am
Ya DH knows & for awhile was putting laptop next to him or on a pillow. His man brain forgets things very easily though. He claimed it was on his thighs but it was too close to spermville for my liking ;)
Great timing on the TV :)
*mindy*
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Registered: 06-29-2010
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 5:07pm

I make my DH move the computer, cell and ipod cause he always has it on his lap. I keep telling him he's gonna fry

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Registered: 07-09-2010
Thu, 11-11-2010 - 5:39pm
i have one for this month. I POAS this morning and i imagined a line... So I scratched the top layer of the stuff off to see if the line was under a few "layers" and thats why it was so faint... There was no line there... at all :( LOL
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