I don't have anything super embarassing but I do have this:
It's 14 DPO and my HPT was super negative this morning yet I can't seem to extinguish that teeny tiny little bit of hope that rises up everytime I go to the restroom and there is no sign of AF.
This is hugely stupid and the same thing happened to me last month. AF didn't show until 16 DPO so there is no reason to believe she is not pulling the same thing this month.
Aryn I am right there with ya about looking at others pics. I have been searching for false positive and evap blue lines. I can look at others hpts for hours and I feel so guilty about doing it. I would NEVER admit it to DH!!
Aryn, I keep my HPTs for awhile too, just so I can go back and look at them! Both + and -.
I did the same thing last cycle, looking at FRER pics and comparing mine, which pretty much depressed me. I kept all mine from like 10 days to compare, sometimes it gave me hope, but mostly made me anxious and depressed. I have no idea how long I spent looking at other people's HPT's, hours really!!
Good idea Aryn!
I just told DH to move his computer cuz it was heating up his balls. :)
I analyze my BD from my pregnancy cycles each month to see if Im 'doing a good job' or matching it or I have no idea what, but I look. I also used to analyze other ppls FF charts & BDing but Ive stopped doing that since it does not but foster my obsession.
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I make my DH move the computer, cell and ipod cause he always has it on his lap. I keep telling him he's gonna fry