TTCing after Chemical Pregnancy
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|Fri, 11-19-2010 - 7:10pm|
First off, I've heard wonderful news about this group, and so decided I'd come and share my quick, little story.
A month ago AF was late, 2 days, and I had a couple symptoms of pregnancy (dizziness, headaches, closed cervix, dry CM) and so I decided to test the day AF was due. I got a very faint line, so faint I kept pulling it back out of the wrapper it came in and examining it. Well, since it wasn't FMU I decided I'd wait another day or so and then test again, really trying to blow off the faint line.
2 more days went by and I decided to test. I'd been checking my cervix and had begun to experience that crazy dizziness I'd had just 2 years prior when I was pregnant with my daughter, I knew in my heart of hearts I was preggo. Now, we weren't trying and I was completely shocked, but still I knew. I took the 2nd test only to get a negative and AF showing up later that day. I was shocked again.
I blew it off and felt relieved. However, a month later, I still think about that little line. I've come to understand it must have been a chemical pregnancy and there's nothing more that can be said. And yet, the words that flew out of my mouth yesterday said a great deal, "I'm ready for another baby!" I think that little line helped me to realize that I am ready for #4. :)
Since my "pregnancy" was so early I feel a bit odd sharing it on the other TTC board, I guess it's cause I'm not even sure how I feel about it, about recognizing it and all, and I thought you ladies here would understand where I was coming from.
Thanks for reading!