Cycle over :(
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|Fri, 02-04-2011 - 11:13am|
Nothing on the follicles. The RE officially pronounced this cycle dead. Said to call if no AF in 30 days and they will give me a script to start it. On a good note, RE felt sorry for me and didn’t charge me one red cent for today’s u/s.
This has never happened to me in my whole life and I am at a loss. I have never not even had one single follicle before. I am scared my body is falling apart. The ONE thing I could always say was, well at least there is nothing wrong with either one of us so any one of these cycles could be it for us. What do I have if I don’t have that?! I admit, this cycle could be a fluke and we could be a-okay next month but I am terrified nevertheless.
I was going to come to work and start immediately developing my next plan for next cycle. I am a Scorpio and I thrive on control. I need it in every aspect of my life. DH teases me that I can’t even do something so simple as order food without telling them something I do or don’t want on it. He says I do it just to remind them who’s in charge here LOL But, on that note – I think I am going to do nothing for right now except to have sex every two or three days until AF shows. Even going to stop the OPK’s. My mind is so overwhelmed with all that this cycle has come to, I just need to rest my brain.
I am going to take it day by day and decide what I want to know the day AF shows. As we all know my emotions could go from one end of the spectrum all the way to the other in 30 days time.