Cycle over :(

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Registered: 07-28-2009
Cycle over :(
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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 11:13am

Nothing on the follicles. The RE officially pronounced this cycle dead. Said to call if no AF in 30 days and they will give me a script to start it. On a good note, RE felt sorry for me and didn’t charge me one red cent for today’s u/s.

This has never happened to me in my whole life and I am at a loss. I have never not even had one single follicle before. I am scared my body is falling apart. The ONE thing I could always say was, well at least there is nothing wrong with either one of us so any one of these cycles could be it for us. What do I have if I don’t have that?! I admit, this cycle could be a fluke and we could be a-okay next month but I am terrified nevertheless.

I was going to come to work and start immediately developing my next plan for next cycle. I am a Scorpio and I thrive on control. I need it in every aspect of my life. DH teases me that I can’t even do something so simple as order food without telling them something I do or don’t want on it. He says I do it just to remind them who’s in charge here LOL But, on that note – I think I am going to do nothing for right now except to have sex every two or three days until AF shows. Even going to stop the OPK’s. My mind is so overwhelmed with all that this cycle has come to, I just need to rest my brain.

I am going to take it day by day and decide what I want to know the day AF shows. As we all know my emotions could go from one end of the spectrum all the way to the other in 30 days time.

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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 11:25am
I'm so sorry this cycle was a bust. I think you have the right idea in just ignoring the rest of the cycle. Focus on something else for awhile. (hugs!)
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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 12:27pm
(((HUGS))) That just plain sucks. I hope that AF arrives for you really soon, so you don't have to wait a whole 30 days. Doesn't it just feel like this whole TTC journey is just a whole bunch of waiting? I'm never one to wait very well. I'm not even a Scorpio and I have similar tendencies to you. :)
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Registered: 07-23-2009
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 1:18pm
Im sorry hon. Hope af comes soon for you so you dont have to wait! **hugs**

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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 1:26pm

I'm sorry, (((hugs)))...

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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 3:25pm

BIG HUGS!!!!!! I am so sorry. I do think (just my opinion) this was a fluke and don't think your body is failing you. You never know, our bodies are wacky sometimes. I'm glad they didn't charge you, at least some docs still have a heart. I hope AF comes soon so you can move on, I know I am that way once I know that cycle is over. HUGS!!!!

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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 6:28pm

{{HUGS}}

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Registered: 10-05-2006
Fri, 02-04-2011 - 7:40pm
I am so sorry that this cycle didn't pan out. I hope it was just a fluke and you get better results next cycle. Hugs......
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Fri, 02-04-2011 - 10:42pm
Michelle, I'm so disappointed for you. You're being so sensible in the face of disappointment and I know you're strong enough to keep with your plan- you always do. (((hugs))) B
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Registered: 07-28-2009
Sat, 02-05-2011 - 7:01am
Thanks, girls. I feel a little better as time goes on but the thought of having spent all that money and for nothing is hard to swallow sometimes. I wish I could have some kind of amnesia and forget this cycle ever happened. :(
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Sat, 02-05-2011 - 9:40am
I'm sorry Michelle! I think this month was a fluke and next month will be a whole different ball game. :)

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