Anyone remember me? Longtimer.

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Registered: 10-26-2007
Anyone remember me? Longtimer.
Mon, 07-19-2010 - 7:52pm

Yup. It's me Heather. Been awhile since I checked in. Still no BFP after 16+ months TTC #2. On cycle 3 of RX progesterone and I got positive OPKs yesterday and today.

I'm hoping the third time's the charm but I am not really holding out any hope. I've been MIA so long mostly because I couldn't take all the BFPs when I've been on this board since feb 2009 and still no BFP just one very early loss and lots of cycle issues.

I'm sad, frustrated and angry but mostly I've started feeling so empty and numb. Some days are worse than others. The next step is the RE. IDK if I want to do that. I really don't know. I have to see what insurance covers.

For anyone who doesn't know me, I'm Heather (30) and DH (32). I had my DD in November 2008. Still BFing at 20 months (almost 2!).

I've missed those of you who are left and know me....sorry I went MIA for so long. I do lurk sometimes. For everyone else, hello and good luck!

Still trying

Lilypie Maternity tickers

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Registered: 12-14-2008
Mon, 07-19-2010 - 11:12pm

Hi, Heather.

Good to hear from you. I remember you. I think I started back on the boards again last June (have been on and off for years).

So sorry you are having trouble. I hope the third time is a charm for you! I hope you are able to find some peace about all of's so hard sometimes.

We understand your needing a break...but there are still some of us "old timers" left! ; ) We're here to listen. Glad you're back.


Dee -- Homeschooling mom of 6 -- Forty-four and praying for 1 more!


Dee -- Homeschooling mom of 6 -- Forty-four and praying for 1 more!

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Registered: 12-03-2007
Tue, 07-20-2010 - 12:51am

I remember you!

I've been only slightly here for a while recently. Too much going on and I'm trying not to stress about this TTC stuff... which well that doesn't happen.

Hope to see you around a bit more (but only for these two weeks... so that you can get your BFP and head over to an EC!)

Good luck!

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Registered: 09-07-2009
Tue, 07-20-2010 - 6:49am

of course i remember you! was wondering where you went. iv still be stalking your chart and noticed that the progesterone is giving you really long LPs. that must be torturous when your pg tsesting.

i had a chemical last month but O'd cd24 this month. 4dpo. hoping for a bfp august 1st when i test :)

i weaned dd in april and had first O in june, second O in july. are you still bf?


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Registered: 02-08-2009
Tue, 07-20-2010 - 9:50am


Silly girl, of course I remember you. The bfp's have been rough. I try to look at it as "it is possible" but sometimes my mind definitely adds "for everyone else" to the end of that.

I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time. I hope you feel better (and very pregnant!) soon.




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Registered: 08-05-2007
Tue, 07-20-2010 - 7:37pm

Hi Heather!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so glad you're around.


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Registered: 05-04-2008
Wed, 07-21-2010 - 2:18am

Hi Heather :) We have missed you around here....
If it helps any, I beat you all hands down for being on the board the longest lol.

But seriously, I know all of what you are feeling right now, and can only tell you to hang in there and keep the can be frustrating hanging out here and seeing lots of BFP's pop up that are not yours. We are here to listen when you need to vent, ready to welcome you back when you take a holiday from it all, and ready to see your success when it comes.
Hugs, Jasmine