First +OPK since first PPAF

Thanks ladies. My Mum also brags a bit about my BF. When my eldest sister was born the midwife/nurse told my Mum "women like you can't breastfeed" so my poor Mum never tried. What a terrible thing to say to a new first time mum. That's happened in London. I'm so happy I had the time to research and read about BF before DS arrived. Otherwise I never would have got past a couple of months. About six weeks PP I ended up with an awful problem in one breast. The whole upper part of my right boob got plugged up. It was so painful. My nipple was like stone and DS couldn't get it in his mouth. I saw a lactation consultant and had to go for an ultrasound etc.. They found a series of cysts which had to be drained. It wasn't BF related, it just impacted on nursing. My right boob was out of action for about six weeks but I pumped it every couple of hours. My left boob became "super-boob" and it still does most of the work! I'm lobsided. I wonder if I'll ever be balanced again. I'd love to go back to my 34Cs some day but I doubt tht will happen. When things started going wrong for me the advice from everyone back home in Ireland was to wean. That of course would have made things worse. From about 12 weeks PP DS was able to latch onto my mini boob again. It has about 25% supply of the other one but we've kept it going. DS was EBF until we introduced solids at six months. He has always been at the top of his growth chart so it can be done with just one boob. I hope if we have another baby that with a little coaxing my mini boob will catch up with my super boob. I don't expect I'll ever find anyone's who's been through a similar experience so I'll just have to wait and see. My +OPK was on CD22, just like Nat's. Perhap's that's a lucky day! I'm only 4dpo but already I'm tempted to POAS. But I know it's pointless at this stage. I'll just have to sit it out a bit longer. On the one hand it's relaxing to know we've done all we can this cycle, on the other hand, the wondering drives me crazy. If AF must come this cycle I just hope I have a good LP.

Yes, no, yes, no, yes, no. I'm really at the difficult end of the 2ww (2 week woe). Still no obviously +HPT. Yesterday I thought I could see something on my test and uploaded to www.canyouseealine.com. It's test number 16571. Todays tests were much the same so I'm not bothering to upload. I'm pretty sure I wasn't getting these "lines" on the same tests I've been using since last week, but why isn't it any stronger today? I purposely avoided drinking much yesterday evening.

My chart doesn't look good either. I flatlined just above my coverline. That can't be good at this stage. It looks more like approaching AF than an implantation dip. I was woken up several times during the night and DS nursed three times during the night (2:00, 5:00 and 6:30). I should have said no but I was so tired it was easier to let him nurse than to deal with a screaming toddler. He was very restless all night. He has molars coming in. Bless him. I took my temp at 7.40. My usual time is 8.00. Not sure how much my temp would have been effected by the mulitiple wakings. I used the tool to "convert" my temp and using that I had a small rise. I've ordered a new thermometer because the one I'm using is rubbish. I see the same temps over and over again so I know it can't be accurate at all. I was 97.90 yesterday AND today. The same numbers keep showing up.