Tired of waiting

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Registered: 08-09-2004
Tired of waiting
Sun, 12-12-2004 - 12:45am
I am tired and depressed. I have been ttc for 6 months. We started actively ttc after our miscarriage 6 months ago. I am frustrated because I should be pg. I have been doing everything right and I am ov normally now and have been for 3-4 months on a regular schedule. I have been thru infertility before for nearly 2 1/2 years and I am not up for that again. I got my af at 10 weeks pp. I gave all my suggestions to my friend who hadn't had af yet 3 months ago and she got af 2 times and is pg now. How come all my advice works for her and not me. I know I am venting but dh is tired of me being sad. I try not to be but I have felt so empty since the miscarriage. I really thought I would be pg again by now. Also I have the Ovulens saliva tester and I ALWAYS get some ferning for a few days before AF. So I get my hopes up that I am PG and then I am not. Anyway thanks for letting me vent.
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Registered: 08-31-2004
In reply to: shawnicy
Sun, 12-12-2004 - 10:38am

Shawnicy, I know how horrible it is to wait. We ttc'd for almost 3 years before I got pg w/ ds. The time creeps by so slowly. I also know what a m/c feels like, we lost our twins 3 mo ago to an umbilical cord accident. And, now we have just found out that my SIL is 2 mo pg. It's just not fair! She wasn't even trying. But it will happen for us! Just a matter of time I guess. But it's so hard waiting! I wish so badly I could just be pg right now, but O isn't 'supposed' to come till Jan 3rd. I hate waiting.

hugs and ***babydust***