Well, I'm done.
Dee -- Homeschooling mom of 6 -- Forty-four and praying for 1 more!
I'm sorry Dee.... I would say you're not out, but after 6 kiddos, I'm betting you know your body pretty darn well. Maybe, though, someone is playing a little joke on you, and you'll get
So no AF yet today. And my temp. went up a tad. But I did have a 13 day LP one time, so I guess this could make twice. I will NOT buy a test today. I swear. I did an ic and it was neg. If I would have seen more than that stupid shadow indent where the antibody strip is....well, then I would cave. But our local grocery costs twice as much as Wal Mart, so I cannot! If by some fluke I don't have af by tomorrow, I will be at Wal Mart and could get an Answer or FRER. By then, though, I'm sure it will be a moot point. You know, all this time I keep saying that testing early is good b/c the neg. tests prepare you for af........well, here I am at my normal LP of 12 dpo.....with 5 days of neg. tests.....and I am STILL thinking, "Maybe......." Ugh!!!!! I shouldn't have bothered testing at all, if I don't believe them! LOL! It's going to be a long day.......
((HUGS)) Remember, never say never! I did and that is when I got my first BFP - just when I though it would never happen.
Now it looks like I have finally O'ed after 13 months of no ppaf. It had me Oing at CD 14 then changed it to CD 22. I'm still kind of wary, though. I have had MANY fake Os up to 13 dpo. So I wouldn't bet on it! (But this little voice is telling me something is different)
I resisted the urge to use an IC today despite wanting to. Have you used them before? How accurate are they? How early have you gotten a BFP? Maybe tomorrow? I got my BFP at 11dpo too just like you said you did.
Don't give up hope! I'm sending you lots of BFP vibes...I don't need all mine so you can have some! :)
Let's keep the hope alive between us ... for you a BFP and me an O. Wouldn't it be awesome if we both got BFPs together?? Ok I'll stop now.
Talk to you later.....Have a good day!
Hmmmm. your chart sure doesn't look like you're out. Quite the contrary, dear. I'll keep stalking and hoping for you.
CRAP Dee :( Sorry she showed. I know how much it hurts and disappoints even when you are half expecting it. Hope is a powerful emotion and until you get the absolute answer in AF, it is hard to let go of. I hope you have a wonderful holiday and know you are not alone in all the feelings you are having today. Been there myself many times.......
Have fun with your family, have a cocktail, and look forward to what 2010 will bring us all with a little luck!
Big hugs, Jasmine
Aw Dee, I'm sorry. That sucks.
I'm trying to stay focused on how lucky I am, at my age, bfing a 1 year old who bfs constantly, comfort nurses like you wouldn't believe, nurses all night long, and my cycles are back to being regular enough that I can even try. I was sure I would have to make some major changes in our bf relationship in order to be able to conceive. It's going to happen, for both of us.
Have some spiked eggnog!