SO, I caved!

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Registered: 12-05-2000
SO, I caved!
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Thu, 01-14-2010 - 1:16pm

Apparently, I have no self control :o)

I have been keeping track of temps and cm sort of half-*ss (as you'll see by the very many open circles). It has been a lot less stressful b/c I haven't been on FF constantly waiting to see what they "predict" and I don't wake up thinking about temping or go to bed with nightmares about what the next day will show, and cm checks are external, so I'm not constantly trying to find out what's up with my cervix! SO, I have been keeping notes and decided to enter them into FF today because I still don't have a +op and by cd13, I usually do... therefore, I'm back to stress mode... I had a tiny bit of ewcm last night, but it was after a workout and then nothing this a.m. I typically shows signs of impending O by now, but don't know what's going on..

anyway, my chart is updated and back in the mix...

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In reply to: karen_lynn81
Thu, 01-14-2010 - 3:38pm

It's ok, self control is optional around here : )


As long as you are stress free, it doesn't matter how you do it.


I wouldn't worry about no o signs just yet. You can worry on cd 16 if you haven't had signs of impending o, ok?

 

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In reply to: karen_lynn81
Thu, 01-14-2010 - 4:22pm

Thanks Sunday. You're really great! I appreciate the support! hopefully, the 2ww will start soon and the boredom will go by the wayside :o)

The truth is, being a mostly SAHM, the computer is my most convenient access to the world and I have a bit of an addiction to it (which isn't 'so' bad i guess-- it could be worse!)... but FF always had me on tight-wire of stress... constantly adjusting my opened and closed circles, giving "pregnancy" points-- thank goodness the VIP membership ran out b/c that was killing me--, saying, you may have ovulated on day whatever, but then "see cross-hair notes".... too much for my crazy mind!!! i don't mind the charting really, it was all the extra stuff that was overloading my brain. so i just kept a simple paper chart and didn't stress at all...until the no-show-o-thing :o)

ugh, i will be soooooo happy when this is all over! my friend had her baby on monday and we went to visit yesterday... DS was adorable with the baby, but since it wasn't ours he couldn't kiss it and touch it, but he wanted to and he was copying everything baby did--- it made me so sad to think that he should be getting a brother or sister in less than 2 months and he's not going to... nor do i have any sibling in sight... i can't wait to give him a playmate and be done with all this craziness!! if we get a 3rd, it'll be an oopsie daisy, b/c i'm so over the stress of ttc already--- 2 is plenty for us :o)

sorry to see AF showed today... maybe you'll get a valentine's bfp!! big hugs to you....

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