42 first Pregnant

Thank Jodi,

I am happy but trying to control the emotional. I am afraid of the unknown.

Thank you Linda,

Today I am at my last day of the week 6th and today I start to spot brown blood. I am not sure what will happen. My first appointment will be on Nov23. I hope my baby hang on tight. If tomorrow there is a change on spotting, (If it become bleeding then... ) I wish it stopped.

This is the reason why I want to contact other women in the same situation as mine. I heard that there somewhat different between the woman who has first pregnant at 42 and woman who was already pregnant before then pregnant again at 42. I don't know what to expect.

Thank you Linda,

I already lost the baby. It is exactly 6 weeks. It is sad, but I will move on and prepare myself to get ready to try again in 6 weeks. 2 nights before I tested, I dreamt of somebody handed me a baby, but the baby neither look anything like me nor my husband. In my dream, I said " But the baby doesn't look like me or my husband at all". It was so vivid and I woke up. The next day, I told my husband and went to buy a test kit. It was only one day late, I got positive in one minute. It was so weird!!! and spooky. I had no morning sickness at all while I was in my 4th and fifth week. So, there was a mistake of sending me the baby (I tried to see it in positive way). If it meant to be mine, I will carry it to the term. I wish you luck too if you are trying. Thank you again