Feeling Kinda Odd...???
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|Wed, 04-14-2010 - 12:35am|
Well, I have been feeling kinda odd lately. Feel like I am pg but not sure. Funny, when I first started feeling odd, maybe 10 days ago, I thought I was pg and then I panicked, like what have I done!! Maybe one is enough (since we have 2 DSD's, and had DS last November). The DSD's are SO hard to manage and the finances and everything, I started thinking of all the reasons I hoped I was NOT pg (even though I thought I wanted another and convinced DH to try just one time).
So, I really need to test but I have not been able to get to the store to buy one without DH knowing. I can't disturb him this week because he is working and is on 90 day probation for something he did not do and I don't want to add more stress. So, if I am pg, the soonest I probably should say anything is Monday morning the 19th. I am just rambling because I am so nervous and stressed that I can't share this with DH right now. I am going to try to get to the store tomorrow and get a test, I just need to do it. According to Fertility Friend, I was due for AF the 13th. Gosh, if I am pg, it was just a "one shot wonder!", just one time during OPK+. DH will flip bc my Dr. told me to tell DH it would be very hard if not impossible for me to get pg again due to being older than last year and not losing all weight from first baby and possible thyroid issues.
Oh my, sorry to go on so long!!
DSD, Laura (13); DSD, Juliana (7); DS, Alexander (3 months)
Enjoying my #1 (born 11-2-2009 when I was 42),
Praying for DH to WANT to and TO START TTC #2 (#4 for him)