Feeling Kinda Odd...???

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Registered: 02-17-2009
Feeling Kinda Odd...???
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Wed, 04-14-2010 - 12:35am


Hi Everyone,

Well, I have been feeling kinda odd lately. Feel like I am pg but not sure. Funny, when I first started feeling odd, maybe 10 days ago, I thought I was pg and then I panicked, like what have I done!! Maybe one is enough (since we have 2 DSD's, and had DS last November). The DSD's are SO hard to manage and the finances and everything, I started thinking of all the reasons I hoped I was NOT pg (even though I thought I wanted another and convinced DH to try just one time).

So, I really need to test but I have not been able to get to the store to buy one without DH knowing. I can't disturb him this week because he is working and is on 90 day probation for something he did not do and I don't want to add more stress. So, if I am pg, the soonest I probably should say anything is Monday morning the 19th. I am just rambling because I am so nervous and stressed that I can't share this with DH right now. I am going to try to get to the store tomorrow and get a test, I just need to do it. According to Fertility Friend, I was due for AF the 13th. Gosh, if I am pg, it was just a "one shot wonder!", just one time during OPK+. DH will flip bc my Dr. told me to tell DH it would be very hard if not impossible for me to get pg again due to being older than last year and not losing all weight from first baby and possible thyroid issues.

Oh my, sorry to go on so long!!

Lisa

Me, Lisa (42); DH, Howard (52);
DSD, Laura (13); DSD, Juliana (7); DS, Alexander (3 months)
Enjoying my #1 (born 11-2-2009 when I was 42),
Praying for DH to WANT to and TO START TTC #2 (#4 for him)
Me, Lisa (42); DH, Howard (52); DSD, Laura (13); DSD, Juliana (7); DS, Alexander (6 months) Enjoying my #1 (born 11-2-2009 when I was 42) BFP #2 4-15-10 MC 4-21-10
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Wed, 04-14-2010 - 3:32am
How exciting and scary all at the same time! I do understand that scary part, I have had that 'what have I done' response before too! I always settle out though and realize that this is the dream that God placed in my heart. Do keep us posted on what happens with your test. :-)

Michelle


Loving Mom to three

Michelle


Loving Mom to three rambunctious 

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Wed, 04-14-2010 - 10:51am

Hi Lisa. Hmmm, this not knowing thing is so hard. Go to the drugstore and tell DH you are out of tampax, while there, get some bubble bath, magazines, other crap you don't need and an HPT.

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Wed, 04-14-2010 - 5:54pm

Hi Lisa,


What are the things that are making you wonder if you're pregnant? I guess being late is a strong indicator but also wondering about other signs?


Hope you'll keep us posted!


sue in nh

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Registered: 02-17-2009
Wed, 04-14-2010 - 9:22pm

Did I post this under BFP Announcements? Whoops, a bit premature, I meant to post under Discussion, Concerns...anyway, I finally got away from DH today and got 2 tests...the first was a really faint positive. Then I realized I was in the same building as my OB since I was attending Baby Class with my 5 month old in that building so I stopped by to ask the OB's nurse what to do. She looked at the HPT but was not sure either so she squeezed me in for a blood test. The lady who drew my blood thought it was a positive but I still wonder because the plus part is super light, like barely noticeable. They supposedly will have results tomorrow for me. If I AM pg, I wonder what my OB will say since he just got finished telling me I am too fat and too old to get pg anymore.

Sue, as for your question about symptoms, I am dizzy, more hungry in the morning when I wake up, and my stomach seems to stick out a little more. I would only be 1 day late on my period according to Fertility Friend, it was due April 13.

I will probably know tomorrow for sure but if I am pg, I have to keep it a secret for four days until hubby is done with his work week...that will be hard...

Me, Lisa (42); DH, Howard (52);
DSD, Laura (13); DSD, Juliana (7); DS, Alexander (3 months)
Enjoying my #1 (born 11-2-2009 when I was 42),
Praying for DH to WANT to and TO START TTC #2 (#4 for him)
Me, Lisa (42); DH, Howard (52); DSD, Laura (13); DSD, Juliana (7); DS, Alexander (6 months) Enjoying my #1 (born 11-2-2009 when I was 42) BFP #2 4-15-10 MC 4-21-10
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Registered: 07-01-2008
Wed, 04-14-2010 - 10:05pm

Wow,it sure sounds to me like....YOU'RE PREGNANT!!


Congratulations and good luck keeping your BFP from you hubby.