All this counting makes the month inch by...

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Registered: 02-12-2010
All this counting makes the month inch by...
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Thu, 10-27-2011 - 11:15am

Good morning all! I am on CD9 and started temping on CD5. These days have been long... I find myself immediately temping and then waiting for the day to end and start over so my chart can reveal more interesting things... It kind of makes things excrutiating. It was long before just waiting for the next AF/cycle but now it's really slooooooooooowwwww. Just an observation, maybe it will seem less drawn out as time goes by. I need to see if I am O'ing though, so think it highly necessary. Having only one ovary, it is highly likely that, by now, I am anovulatory. I feel like I have some twinges mid-cycle so think I still am. But I know too well how the human psyche and wanting something badly can make you believe in something that may not be true. Anyway, I am a postive person and won't let it get me down even if I am anovulatory. Oh sure a short period of oh crap and depression but in the end my resilience wins out. For now all I have to do is find a way to make the day go faster. Man I need a job!!!

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Registered: 02-12-2010
Thu, 10-27-2011 - 2:49pm

Since I am currently jobless, I obsessively check these boards, FF, FB, CareerBuilder, Job websites in general, Gmail, hotmail... anything else I can surf. But I primarily obsess over the content of these boards and FF (FF probably been there twice already. :) Think now is a good time to go run and work off some pent up ttc frustration. My chant for my run give me some Ba-by Dust, Ba-by Dust, Ba-by Dust... hehe, I'm nuts.

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Registered: 04-21-2010
Thu, 10-27-2011 - 2:44pm

Ooopps! That's one aspect of charting I forgot to tell you about. It does make things slower. You actually get to watch it unfold and the days tend to take on more hours. Just wait until you are charting that 2ww. Time really creeps by. Just out of curiosity, how many times a day do you look at your chart?

My Ovulation Chart <img